Saturday 24 December 2011

-alamak-

maann....i hate to say this but, girl, do you realise that you're holiday is going to end for about 12 days!! yup, 12 days!!! since i was devastatingly 'occupied' by sorts of unimportant thing.... i might have trouble when the school starts...plus, homework yang berlunggun manyak lagi tak siap !! 


i'm definitely doom maannn!! to the valley of doom!!! 

Tuesday 20 December 2011



just so you know, tadi husna dzeidee ada mention pasal this lad and..... what teriffic singer he is!!!!! love'im!!!

they're such @#%$....

basically, i have five not-so little brothers as all of them are gemok-gemok!! and those five brothers pissed me off a lot!! maaaannnn.... i'm totally pissed off!! imagine this, you ask your brother nicely to take shower before seven, then, they just like ignored it for 100%. like talking to a @#$&.!! maybe this is to much, but don't blame me. they pissed me off for 24/7!! oiiiii bengang!!!!! such a pain in the ass!! nah, ambik kau!! 




that's all...

Monday 12 December 2011

alkisah seekor cicak malang di LOT 22576...

whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa....... tak tau nak start cane since this is so gross.... sumpah geli gila!!!eeuuuuuuu..... wekkkkkk.... tekak dah kembang kuncup.....










okay peeps...... are you ready to hear the awfull + extremely gross mishaps that happened yesterday at my house??







dekat rumah, biasalah kan kita buat air panas macam coffee, tea, horlicks etc etc all day long ecspecially time  pagi dan petang. seperti sediakalanya,  my family and i enjoyed making e hot drinks.... lagi-lagi time hujan hujan gini kan? sedap gila la kan minum hot tea, hot coffee etc etc.... petang tu aku pun bantai teh tarikk sendiri tarikkk babe......sedap bahh cicah dengan biskut kering.... the other family member pun buat macam-macam hot drinks.... minum sambil makan dengan karipap panas.... masyukkk habissss.... 

then......... ohemgeee...... macam nak cakap ni.......????  somebody..... please help me.....!! yesterday maghrib izzat, my brother told me that there was a 'lucky' CICAK in the kettle...... f*** gila!!!! hamikk kau!!!!!satu hari satu family minum air rebusan c........k ah sudahhhh..... kecohh habiss malam tadi.... aku sampai tak makan time dinner. 

the same night, the whole family kept talking about the cicakman punye incidence.... bhaahahahahahah..... the sticky hand, makan lalat.... melekat-melekat dekat dinding.... aku bangun the next day realizing that aku tidur melekat dekat dinding!!! yayyyy.... the new cicakwoman is born!!! hurry, panggil KRU productions buat filem bout this true story...


mai secawan!!






*just joking. Alhamdulillah nothing bad happened for the result of the drink.... hahah.


p/s:always make sure that there is no
bizarre things in your kettle before you masak air 




Saturday 10 December 2011

are you a NEGAHOLIC??

i just read cleo disember issue and i was attracted to this


i guess many of you rarely heard of negaholic or negholism.do  let me explain it


What is Negaholism?

Negaholism is a condition that is sweeping the globe. Negaholism is a syndrome in which people unconsciously limit their own innate abilities, convince themselves that they can’t have what they want, and sabotage their wishes, desires, and dreams. Negaholism manifests itself daily in the lives of normal people. Self-imposed limitations on happiness, joy, and fulfillment contaminate the consciousness of the majority of the population in subtle ways. The beliefs, attitudes, and perceptions that keep us restricted, constrained, and curtailed have reached epidemic proportions.
When you read the book, Negaholism, you will recognize people you know who are victims of Negaholism. You will also see ways our of the Negaholic trap. Using the tools and techniques described in this book will enable you to change old patterns and embark on a whole new way of life. (taken from 

Why Is the Syndrome Called “Negaholic?”

Nega = negative, holic = one who is addicted to something. A negaholic is one who is addicted to negativity. Negare is a Latin root meaning to deny. The “I can’ts” are denying that the “I cans” are right. Denying means that the “I can’ts” refuse to accept the fact that the “I cans” are capable, competent, able to give you what you want. The “I can’ts” deny that the “I cans” are worthy, loveable, and deserving. A negaholic is one who is victimized by inner forces that are waging a war of self-negation with attitudes, thoughts, words, or behavior. These forces are keeping you trapped in a private dungeon with graffiti all over the walls that say: “You can’t be it. You can’t do it. You can’t have it. So forget it!” The “I can’t” self laughs and says “I told you so” when you prove its prophecies right.(taken from http://www.negaholics.com/what_is_negaholism.html)


lately, i'd realised that some of my friends were..... idk...should i i call 'suffering' from this syndrome so i'd think it'll be helpful.


ARE YOU A NEGAHOLIC?? well ask yourself then.....

1. do you dwell on things that don't work out for you?
2. do you often expect the worst so as not to be disapointed?
3. when asked what do you want, do you often reply "it does't matter"?
4.do you use past mistakes and mishaps as reasons for not taking new risks?
5. when imagining a goal, does a voice in your head tell you that you can't accomplish it?
6. do you find fault even with the little things you do?
7. do you critisise for what you wear, how you behave?
8. do you flog yourself with lists 0f things you haven't accomplished?
9. do you have difficultyaccepting compliments or celebrating achievements?
10. looking in the mirror, are you unhappy with what you see?



*till we meet again and salam....



ombak rindu: exclusive review by zafirah jamal

ha-hu-ha...... 

at last, dapat pun direalisasikan hajat besar aku... huahuahua....(koya sorang...heheh) 

semalam...jap..... no, kelmarin la... I, zafirah jamal went to watch ombak rindu with HUSNA DZEIDEE & izyan a.k.a GEMOX..... kalau ikutkan plan asal sebelum cuti nak tengok skali dengan izyan khatim and syikin. but then, masing-masing ada komitmen sendiri kan?!

haha, yang tak boleh bla nye. kitrang beli tiket lambat, so..... dapat la seat special....front line babe!! haha.... lenguh kut leher. cane-cane pun, hal tu tak mengganggu langsung.

OMBAK RINDU....... hmmmmm..... so far, ada aku dengar ramai gak yang tak puas hati tengok, but from my point of view, it's a great movie... mana taknye, ni movie melayu first yang aku tengok kat wayang.... for the sake of seeing aaron aziz act as hariz....(swooning tak sudah time tengok)


but still,  ada part yang lack of........ i would say.... 'ummmmphhhh'. senang cerita, ada part yang kurang menyengat. supposedly, kena embrace lagi the love between hariz and izzah..... (i didn't mean the on-the-bed-scene) the truth is.... dalam movie ni tak nampak sangat the love.......between the hariz and izzah. sweetnya memang ada, tapi kurengg....



aku malas nak comparekan sangat dengan novel, but still memang banyak gak lari dari cerita asal tapi nama pun adaptasi kan?!


-izzah was stiff... kaku dan baku at certain part....
-mila....... i fancy her a lot!! great acting lisa surihani!! two thumbs up (^_^)


-speaking of HARIZ.... haha......  i was swooning for almost 2 hours.. ngeeee... aaron aziz did an excellent job. i mean like, he was breath-takingly handsome and drop-dead gorgeous and one hell of a talented actor. thank god, aku tak termakan dengan airmata hariz je... entah kenapa tak ada mood nak nanges time tu. padahal aku ni extremely cengeng gak kalau tengok cerita lovey-dovey...


overall, from my point of view, aku kasi rate 3.2/5

wokay peeps, that's all for this time. by the way, hariz kirim salam.... hahahahah




credit to those who  own the pictures


Wednesday 7 December 2011

wabak malas kembali menular...

salam........

hmmmmmmm.......

so far homework aku baru 40% je siap. maaannn... zaff, come on...... cuti kau tu bukannya lama sangat pun. sumpah nanti kau menyesal kalau tak berjaya siapkan dalam cuti ni. hadoii, nak bukak akaun.... tak ada mood.... nak ngadap bio tak sanggup, add math tak usik lagi,  chemistry pun.... haha... you're dead meat!! sebabnya.... esok sampai jumaat dah nak pergi kuantan, next week entah berapa malam kat kl. from the kenduri then ......(entah ke mana umi n engku nak bawak) so total-total.... entah berapa hari je aku ada untuk siapkan hw. semalam dah kasi chance baca novel. so by hook or by crook, malam ni kena ngadap gak hw. at least dapat siap satu soalan akaun pun jadila...

Tuesday 6 December 2011

breaking dawn : exclusive review by zafirah jamal

first and foremost, i would like to thank norlaily bt osman a.k.a mak cu for the not so great trip... haha... just joking. i do mean that it was one of the most awesome trip ever as i, zafirah jamal went to three different states for three different day... fuhhhhh..... i'm extremely exhausted by the time i reach LOT 22576, though i'm not the one who's driving. 

okay, back to the topic, the last day or i suppose the last night i'm staying with mak cu, she brought us ( izzat menyibuk ikut jadi bodyguard aku) to cineplex at e@curve. wohohohoh....sampai2 KL dalam pukul 8 lebih, solat then zoom off to damansara. what next?! BREAKING DAWN babeyh!!!!!! the most anticipated movie of ZAFIRAH JAMAL. haha, dream come true i suppose. dapat gak tengok . 

the movie was WOHOHOHOHOHOH..... i'm awed....  the wedding scene was beautifully filmed....siapa tak nak wedding macam ni kan?!

ohemgee.....
mr. and mrs cullen

as for the honeymoon part, i was quite pissed off since there were few scene that had been cut off. nevermind then.  bloody hell, isle esme was almost heaven. rumah yang mr and mrs cullen stay for their honeymoon, tak boleh bla....

whoaaaaaaa.....

hmmmm..... out of words.. hehe


aku malas nak story mory bab bella's pregnant. gruesome habiss kut, lagi-lagi time die kene minum bloody red blood dengan straw and part bella gave birth. come on, just forget bout that!!

inanutshell, i heart breaking dawn. but tak la sampai tahap TWIHARDS lagi kut... huhu

pity chuck bass....

hahaha... the truth is i just finished watching GG. maaann seriously.... sian gila kat chuck bass. wth, chuck bass?! aku tak la suka sangat dengan si chuck ni, but then, i loveeee watching him being around blair in GG. they're like THE MOST BEAUTIFUL ONSCREEN COUPLE OF ALL TIME.... weeeee....(ayat cilok from CLEO oct issue) haha, suka gile kut...

but sadly....

Blair knew the truth: Chuck was on to them! He knew about the kiss. Chuck had obviously arranged for Dan to show up only to embarrass him. I mean who’s ever heard of an “up and comer” section in a modern royalty book. How stupid! Blair confronted Chuck. Obviously he hadn’t matured after all. Both she and Dan knew their kiss meant nothing (sure about that, B?), and Blair was ready to admit she wanted to be with Chuck and only Chuck. But maybe that was the wrong decision. Because even though Dan might not be UES royalty, he wasn’t a child like Chuck. Ouch! Realizing his mistake, Chuck tried to reason with B. They could still build their futures together. Starting now. But Blair didn’t think now was the right time for the two of them. Chuck hadn’t changed. He still had years before he’d be capable of a real relationship. Ouch again!( and this is taken from http://gossipgirl-blog.cwtv.com/?paged=10)

as for the next season...



and look how perfect this couple.... ngeeeee



p/s : i do not own any  of e picture except for the magazine one

what's make you beautiful... le song of e day

Wednesday 30 November 2011

pernah tak...

by any possible chances, have you ever experience the feeling when you want to express the fuss that has been troubling your mind, but you couldn't manage to do so... you didn't even have the small chance of doing it. well, i've been in that sitution lately. being at home, sleeping in my very own room instead of the sickening dorm is utterly magnificent. but then, being 24/7 at your home is not the greatest thing i'd wish to do. haha, how ungrateful... back then, when you're at the hostel, you've been begging for this moment to come. one thing is for sure, i miss my 'gang mengeteh'. speaking of that, i did make the effort to keep in touch with them, but still , they were acquainted with their own matter.

own matter....


Sunday 27 November 2011

i'm mcnaughtized...

as you people well informed earlier, i, zafirah jamal am the number one fan of one the world most great romantic novel author which is JUDITH MCNAUGHT.  you know what?! lately, i've been spending my time reading her magnificent yet heavenly novel!! my god, i have to say that she is one talented women...

so here are few sentences from her novel. wait..... haha make sure that you people won't fall head over heels with my CLAYTON WESTMORELAND.  yeahh mine!! hehehehhh...haha, how i wish i could like....slightly marry him. hence, if he do offer me hand in marriage i'd probably say YES!! hahaha, stop it zafirah, you're starting to sound like some novel lunatic...

here they are.....

tadaaaaa....

“If I ever think you are even considering leaving me again, no matter how good you reasons, I'll have you locked in your rooms and the doors barricaded, so help me God." He lifted her foot and began to dry it. 
Her voice shaking, Whitney asked, "Will you stay locked in there with me?" 
He raised her dainty foot to his jaw and tenderly laid his cheek against it, then turned his head and kissed it. "Yes," he whispered. 

-Clayton Westmoreland” 
― Judith McNaughtWhitney, My Love

lagi....

“Biting her lip to stop her chin from quivering, Alexandra raised her eyes to his. "I think," she whispered, trying to smile, "I shall wear the ruby on Queen's Race day, so that when I tie my ribbon on your sleeve—" 

With a groan, Jordan pulled her into his arms. 

"Now that you've said all those other things," she whispered when he finally lifted his lips from hers several minutes later, "do you think you could possibly say 'I love you'? I've been waiting to hear that since you began and—" 

"I love you," he said fiercely. "I love you," he whispered softly, burying his face in her hair. "I love you," he groaned, kissing her lips. "I love you, I love you, I love you…” 
― Judith McNaughtSomething Wonderful

“We all do foolish things when we are in love. Don't we, your grace?” 
― Judith McNaughtWhitney, My Love

Clayton," she said softly, her voice threaded with tears, "when Vanessa asked about my accomplishments tonight, I forgot to mention that I do have one. And it's--it's so splendid that it compensates for my lack of all the others." 
Stephen and Clayton grinned at each other, neither of them hearing the emotion that clogged her voice. "What splendid accomplishments is that, little one?" Clayton asked. 
Her shoulders hunched forward and began to shake. "I made you love me," she whispered brokenly. "Somehow, some way, I actually made you love me.” 
― Judith McNaughtWhitney, My Love

“You will soon discover that in matters of the heart, memories are much kinder than reality” 
― Judith McNaughtWhitney, My Love


haha, sumpah tak menahan, sekali dah baca confirm sangkut
btw, kalau nak pinjam do feel free to visit bilik purple LOT 22576.


with love to,
Clayton Robert Westmoreland(Duke of Claymore)

Saturday 26 November 2011

sehari selembar benang, lama-lama jadi ke kain?!

breath in.....


breath out.......



in.........



out.........



kayyy.... fuhhh...sumph pancit ngadap report bio. so far, dah dalam 6 report siap...so ade baki dalam 21 lagi.... banyak kak!! nak buat nekad tak start langsung, tak boleh!!!!! i'm wanna it badly to be in the budding doctor punya group. not that aku nak jadi doctor, but getting that kind of opportunity is like once in a blue moon.. so i'm gonna grab it macam mana sekalipun. sumpah tidur bangun, tidur bangun, aku buat report tu due hari tak banyak mane pun siap. lembap kut aku tulis, hehehee... anyway, good luck lsh ye cik zafirah dalam mencapai misi untuk menyiapkan segala special package for november-december punya cuti... pity you.... sape suruh jadi budak result ICU...



Wednesday 23 November 2011

i'msicki'msicki'msick.....

since cuti kali ini the weather like tak menentu...my state of health pun jd up and down. adddooyyy!! sekarang sumbat hardcore kut. kalau ikut kepala nak tidur sekarang gak. but then, badan langsung tak selesa. kipas pun dah tak sanggup nak bukak, just so you know, my brother, irsyad, baru je kene 'chop chop' petang tadi. so, my parents buat la makan2. aku tolong half way je sine mmg rase macam nak mati with dis bloody flu.ingatkan dah baik dari demam awal minggu hari tu tapi tak kut. demam memang la tak de sangat da but, having terrible fu and batuk2 at the same time, adalah sangat sangat dasyat. this is totally miserable. i'm effortless....='(.....eeeuuuu... aku rasa hingus dah start... tut..tut..

-esok breaking dawn like dah direlease... nak tengok kut. pancit ah  
tunggu nak download pakai torrent

Monday 21 November 2011

asdfgkl

It matters not what a person is born, but who they choose to be....
-J.K. Rowling

macamana-macamana sekalipun....

so far, hari ini dah hari rabu, jap.... selasa la hari ini. hmmm.... one of my 2011 school holiday mission, tak ter'accomplished lagi, nak kata tak start langsung tu tak la, tapi baru dalam 9.99% in progress. girl, cuti tak panjang kut. and next year kau dah masuk form 5. senior year.... like yayyy (lah sangat)

azab kut kalau aku koya time cuti ni. setakat ini, baru start buat yang english punye homework. mana tidaknya, teacher suruh buat pakai computer so jawabnya, lajula sikit compared to other subjects. as for biology, ha-hu-ha, mother of all homework, aku tak sanggup lagi tak start. banyak kut. well, it is universally known yang sehari selembar benang lama-lama jadi kain. tapi whooaaaa.... yang ni agak hardcore. i got 27 report to be made, a whole bunch of biology perfect score question and notes for chapter 1 in form 5.

but then, by somewhat or somehow, i, zafirah jamal am going to do it one day..... yeaaahh right, one day..... like when can i determine when the 'one day' will happen. hahah, come on, zaf, you ade spm next year girl and you're so gonna work your ass off. then, boleh la get some rest for like few months.... tak ke gitu...


 A good beginning makes a good end

awwwww.....

i've been replaying it for e entire day....

Friday 18 November 2011

sekali lagi....

hmmm....

hmmmmmm....

hmmmmmm....

    how am i gonna start this.... let me tell you briefly bout the latest guy that i'd stalked. his name is THTAF( nak tahu lebih lanjut, just ask me and i'll provide you with enough explaination). he's so bloody intelligent plus he's the son of a whatsocalled pilot. i assume yang die ni boleh tahan loaded lah kut. but then, in school aku prasan die blend in je dengan semua orang. 

   speaking of his appearance.... hmmmm.... nak kate macam dalam novel JM like athletetic, immaculately groomed, muscled legs plus plus plus plus tu tak langsung. but still, in my point of view, he's quite admirable. many people cakap muke die baby face. entah la........ one of the major factor yang menarik perhatian aku..... his academic performance sangat sngat awesomeeee!!! second trial dah dapat straight A's. so, hopefully, spm ni memang dapat straight A's la....anyway..... life goes on, even if die dah tak ada next year. 

     one thing is for sure, he's the best thing i never had, sebab??!!..... heeeeee.... i nay make any effort to try to get to know him better. tak kuasa lah. the last time i did that when i'm in form 2, it ended with nothing except for the feeling of being foolish.... from now on, i  vow that i'll never repeat the foolish act once again, in my life!! 

      pagi tadi last nampak die in flesh, time tu otw nak balik aspuri. tak sangka pun. ingatkan kat hardstand sekolah tadi last. ala, aku meted plus neutral je, sebab aku memang stalk die kering-kering je not like the previous one... hehehe...  


so, to sum up all of the above, THTAF is the best thing i never had sampai bila-bila.... end of story..... ngeeeeee

Wednesday 9 November 2011

hell of a plan

ouhkay,

seriously, menyesal habis jadi s/u. baru balik dah kapten suruh ini itu. sengal. sepatutnya, extand lagi lama baru senang hidup... ha...aha....

Tuesday 8 November 2011

F.R.I.E.N.D.S


*just in case if you wonder , i'm  first from the right.
* and credits to  SPC.

breaking dawn for me...

             the truth  it's kinda pathetic, people around the globe dah excited gaban nak tengok breaking dawn while me, on the opposite site, baru je habis tengok TWILGHT. like duhh.... lambat giler kut baru terfikir nak tengok. well, i don't really give a damn bout the twilight saga earlier. lepas tengok twlight awal minggu ni baru rase macam nak usha the other saga.
         heheh.. speaking of the actor.... nak kate si EDWARD CULLEN tu hot, tak langsung, but still admirable kut laa... and now, in this very moment i'm still waiting for new moon habis download. nampak gayanya macam tak sempat nak tengok before balik hostel. nevermind, 18/11/2011 sambung the twilight marathon balik. bab, breaking dawn kalau nak tengok pun,  maybe kene tunggu dua hari download baru lepas tengok. sad gila.... nasib kau la zafirah. 

btw, tetibe rasa macam nak letak trailer cerita ni... 



hahuha... meet the mr. and mrs. cullen



*memang buang tabiat apa, zafirah tetiba nak tengok   movie gini

Monday 7 November 2011

must read romantic novel.... WHITNEY, MY LOVE

ouhkay......
      so far, i think this is the best romantic novel ever. i repeat, EVER. one of e x-factors is that, it has great dialogue. muchmuchmuch great dialogue!!  what can i say, the hero which was Clayton westmoreland, a.k.a as Duke of claymore was such a devil. hahahah... sumpah, memang best giler. okay, let see... i've been longing to  read it before i finished my finals.
      hahuha... dapat pun akhirnya... the truth is, i could not find words to describe it. memang hardcore kut. mula-mula geram kat clayton then, rasa macam dia ni memang tak menahan. my god, the way he act, talk and whatsoever is extremely admirable since, my heart melt like a vanilla  ice cream ( is it true?!)
     forget bout that, tapi this story is/was the ULTIMATE LOVE STORY for this century!! (think so) . manakan tidak, my whole female family had read it since the early nineties. daripada che ngah sampai aku, MOI!! i mean like,who would have guess?! it's worth reading it. here's the cover. by the way, i utterly suggest you guys to read it.


Sunday 6 November 2011

bicycle

just a reminder

credits to person who made this


how come.....

okay.....

guess what?! when i need you, you weren't there. and when i don't, you were right in front of my very eyes. like why does this occur to me. when i want to post something badly, i couldn't have e blog, n vice versa. it's not fair though.

MURAD......congratulations!!!

to my beloved house, murad.....

i, on behalf of myself (ZAFIRAH JAMAL) would like to congratulate 'you' for your great + awesome achievement in SHAH UNGGUL 2011. maaannn, my knees were shaking hard when the emcee announce the result.... and in a wink of an eye, murad was announce as the winner!!! yayyyyyy to murad i suppose....  thank Allah, all the hard work do paid off, though technically, we're continuing the effort of our seniors, but still we do take part. speaking of murad, i manage  be the secretary for 2011/2012. who would have guest?! and hopefully, same will happen next year as it is the senior year...

what can i say.....

hmmmm....... ohemgee... sudah hampir ..... unfortunately, i can't recall when was the last time time i posted. what can i say.... technically, my life is being like..... quite hectic lately. not to mention all the freaking, fucking important stuff i got to deal with. forget bout that. now, yeah right know, i've been working my ass off trying to figure out like why i do, stalk that arrogant + selfish whatsocalled lad. he never ever care or whateva bout others.  go die man!! muahaha.... feel like kicking his ass, if i manage to meet him.... hmmmmm, i do try to avoid myself from being that stupid-old-fourteen-year-old-girl  i used to be few years back. but then, sometimes, it do happen accidentally. just so you know, i do share this problem with my friends, well, i didn't really help. plus, they were not in my shoes.

Saturday 17 September 2011

safe haven....


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last friday noon....

maaaannnnn, how i ever start this. it's hilarious okay minus the fact that both of us ( moi n husna dzeeide) bersengalan in ecm. mule-mule, things do ga according to plan after watching the smurfs. solat then nak jalan2 jap. my ticket to temerloh pukul 5.00pm. so pergilah mereka berdua ke TBS. pathetically, they were charmed myy the promoter and spent RM _ _ _( highly confidential ) since there might be a huge possibility that mak cu will read this. hehhe... sedar2 dah pukul 5 time dlm ecm lagi... then i, zafirah jamal, jadi sprinter la nak catch up bus.  the hell to e weirdo who's staring akwardly towards me. fuhhhh..... nasib tak kene tinggal. back to e body shop part, i was








close in buying e perfume. lucky me, aku beringat time tuh.