I can't even find a place to start

how do i choose between my head and heart?

till it ceases i'll never know

how do you get up from an all time low?

 All Time Low by TW

Fifty Shades

egad. can't believe i'm writing a post bout the infamous 50 shades trilogy

so i just finished reading all of the books in just three days. impressive eh? kalau suruh study organic chem 3 hari 3 malam takkan habis. what i can tell ya?! i's quite wicked....?! yeah wicked. 

the main character, the Cristian Grey is stinking rich. 27 years-old CG owns almost everything.  he's kinda creepy. tbh the whole book are quite creepy.(siapa suruh kau baca zaff!!) ecspecially the first book. yang lagi dua buku tu CG dah mellow and head over heels in love with ana steele. so tak creepy mana laa.

CG is a control freak. and he's possesive. kalau. ye, kalau aku ada beau gini memang lama dah aku tinggalkan. 

at first i didn't expect the book to be.... entahlah. i was expecting that CG is the no string attached type of guy. last last ghupanya, dia ni case "hearts and flowers" gak. heh - -"

aku pun tak faham sangat asal buku ni famous sangat. nak kata best? biasa je. but i can't deny the fact the books are  addictive.  i'd prefer julie james though. katanya nak di-adapt to movie. huishhhh. seram den. the raunchy/inappropriate part tu banyak aku skip je.  tak sangup ah.

hehe. and these are my favourite lines from the books ;)

"we aim to please"

"because i can"

tang "because i can" tu yang aku paling suka. cess, dia ingat dia siapa?! best gila time baca part dia kasi ana steele audi R8 for her birthday. cakap je nak apa. semua dihidangkan atas silver platter gituhh.(oiiii nama pun fiction)

till then.

laters darlinggg

masihkah kau ingat...?

Penyair dari Gunung

akulah penyair yang turun dari gunung

beratus tahun aku duduk di situ

beratus ratus tahun

kini aku turun ke lembah

melihat manusia

kecil miskin lagi hina

hidup mereka melata lata

tanganmu  ku genggam ku julang ke udara

akan ku jeritkan  bagaikan halilintar

kebebasan abadi
Akan kita susun perbarisan
Menjulang keadilan
Milik kita, milik semua
Kita hidup bahagia
Milik kita, milik semua
Kita hidup bahagia 

hehe. idk where does the idea come from. maybe sebab baru pergi sekolah kut....this song was sort of a tradition during my earlier years being an aspuri teja-ian.  time form 1/2 almost every saturday morning aku nyanyi lagu ni time inspection. bila naik form 3/4/5 tak nyanyi dah. kenapakah?? maybe some tradition does wears off eventually. entahlah. apa maknanya?? sampai sekarang aku pun tak faham sangat. heh.

Her feelings she hides.
Her dreams she can't find.
She's losing her mind.
She's fallen behind.
She can't find her place.
She's losing her faith.

She's fallen from grace.
She's all over the place.

Hey girlfriend!!

glad to know that the feeling is mutual

it's kinda hard  not to girl talk with someone you'd spent everyday for the past four/five years. you'll have that needy feeling to talk to them for each and every single day. ehehe

*xoxo, three words eight letters girlfiriends!!