Sunday 4 October 2020

The Choice

hallo, 

back in March, I intended to pursue my master's degree and contacted my previous supervisor to proceed with the plan. it got green-lighted and for the past six months, I've been doing all sorts of preps required to enroll in the program. up until the very last week, my mind was still set on pursuing the candidature. tho there were times when I highly doubted and question my decision. cause ya know, the road tends to be bumpy and challenging at times, and I still struggle with academic writing. so there's that. 

last week, I attended an interview held by my previous company where I did my safety trainee-ship. and to be honest, the prospect of working back there seems quite tempting. of course, I'll be assigned to a new division with different kinds of tasks, but the prospect of working there again excites me. the thing is, the interview result has not come out yet and I've another interview with the CEO scheduled in about two weeks' time. 

In the meantime, I need to sort out my online registration for my postgrad studies. I'm in a dilemma. I  don't know if I should proceed with my postgrad studies or withdraw from it. I've yet to discuss it with my supervisor. gosh, it will surely cause some inconvenience. cause I would also need to resign as an RA. it will surely be tricky for me to juggle both. 

currently, my heart is divided between pursuing my masters or my career. and deep down, my gut already tells me what I really wanted to choose. the thing is, I just need the result from the interview to make it official. still, there's no guarantee that I'll be offered the position. tho in my mind, I think I have already given my best shot. 

I need to sort this out asap cause there's a dateline that I need to catch

common Zaf choose wisely...