ha-di-ha

lately, i haven't been posting my blog since..... i'm typically busy.... guess what? zafirah jamal is trying her best effort to redeem her mistakes by busy-ing herself with completing her AIDILFITRI ANG POW  given by e lovey dovey teachers!! teachers, thanks a lot for giving me the ang pow! just so you know, after i got most of my p3 result earlier this week, i slightly felt like a total loser. how come?? this, this, p3 i got a complete yet irresistable + multigrade collection of results!! dari A ke  B ke C ke D ke E ke G... what an "incredible effort" eh?! four years learning in  my whatsocalled school, this is the first time i totally feel like a complete failure.... sobs...sobs... but then, forget the fact that i've been in this "ultimateyetextremelycompletefailure"situation , since me, zafirah jamal is keeping her head up and achieve my whatcalled confidential goal. speaking of that, i gonna continue accomplishing my "time mengisi ang pow with s'thing" ha-di-ha.... tooddles peeps!!

i know it's hard, know its hard
To remember sometimes,
But you gotta keep your head up, oh

*****

You can take everything I have

You can break everything I am

Like i'm made of glass

Like i'm made of paper

Go on and try to tear me down

I will be rising from the ground

Like a skyscraper!

credits to demi... hehe

just can't get enough of SETH TAN

my god!! this character is so damn + smokin hot!! sumpah tak menahan!! hehe

this....this.....this.... is so00000000000000000 bloody perfect!!!!

yang ni lagi la......

come on la seth..... ahahahhaahah....

bertaman kut......

*ultimate guilty pleassure......

family feast... wawawawa

salam.....


to be truth, agak dasyat menu for today 'bukak puasa' punye 'function' tak rugi i miss the qiamullail at SHAH

the details......

venue-lot 22576.

date-13 july 2011

day-saturday

time- azan maghrib till sahur perhaps?! 

the list........


main menu.....

1. nasi beriyani+++

2.bubur lambuk

3.laksa gebuk

4. nasi berlauk

jeng....jeng...jeng.... for the lauk we had 5star hotel-like buffet

1. sambal sotong

2. daging masak kicap

3. ayam goreng berempah

4. ikan patin tempoyak

5. ikan patin asam pedas SETH TAN

6. ayam rendang

7. udang

8. lauktakingat

the dessert.......

1. pudding diraja tengku fahd

2. badak kubang and ppena

3. serawa durian

4. kuih koci

5. kole kacang

e tutti frutti.....

1. juicy-red watery watermelon

2. home-grown mangoes

3. honey-sweet honeydew

e water

1. hot tea

2. bandung soda

3. blackcurrant

+ murtabak from idontknowwhere. fromtheskyiguess

* i'll try to upload e pictures by tomorrow

* hey peeps, if you're qiamullail-ing....... ingat2 aku eh...
* nanges kak ina if she found  out bout d  magnificent food feast we had just know

G.U.I.L.T.Y!!

previously, for the last three days i was taking whatsocalled PENILAIAN 3 TINGAKATAN EMPAT 2011. crap habis. let me clarify it a 'bit' more.


whensday- bahasa + sivik + add math + p.islam
   

why am i calling it whensday? blame it to my mind lah. hah, this is all because of my mind keep cursing like "when does this golden time will end?!" bilaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!! lagi2 time add math, nak jawab tapi dah tak tahu macamana nak buat calculation. paper agama lagi best, aku tido dekat 20 minit tak sedar 5-6 soalan lagi tak jawab. bangun2 dah kene hantar. padu giler!! confirm ustaz aim lagi muke ni. lantak la.

thirstday- physics + math + biology + english

yang ni lagi piaww. irresistable( betul ke spelling die? bia la) habis. the night before aku hardcore batuk till all of 'it' keluar. kemahhhh!! the most remarkable thing is- ZAFIRAH JAMAL BUAT KERING HABIS. time prep i was like being in my deathbed. hehe... tak kut. naik atas terus tido and waking up at 6.45 in the morning. hell yeah!! i should make it 7. kucar kut. 'fortunately' my paper tak dinodai pun dengan my pen. lagi2 fizik. (merah ni alamat 'g' ke kak?) haha..sumpah gempak giler result nanti. i'm thrilled!! much, much thrilled!! i guess...

friedday- history + account + chemistry

rentung!!! a seven letter word that best describe what happened earlier today. since yesterday hardcore giler tak dapat jawab paper, i took e chance left to study stakat skali imbas. bear this in your mind, skali imbas punye study didn't help at all. frust giler sejarah tadi, soalan senang tapi tak baca betul2. so my answer tak tepat mana la. i swear if i studied more, memang boleh jawab la. then we had account. this subject is quite....... hmmm....... thinking...........senang citer nak kate susah, tak la susah sangat. but still, my head was spinning like tornado. debit akaun ni, kredit akaun tu... tambah sini... tolak situ.... kepala tak habis mabuk dapat paper chemistry 5 minutes after.... time ni, i would called it "ultimate blurness" . either e question is quite difficult or it was just me... entah.... budak2 ni semua gaya blurr gak tadi. so, ni la yang RENTUNG skali. haha.... i sort of fill in the blanks with answer that come out of blue. heh... layan......

to sum up all of above....

-in p3, zafirah jamal is found guilty for abandoning her priority for being a student and a daughter...oooopppsss....

it is not what it seems to be...

ASSALAMUALAIKUM!!!

           hahaha... gaya excited semacam... ouh kay, probably tak sangat kut. sumpah there's so much to write. hell yeah, my brain keeps cursing all sorts of crap. hmmm... last monday, i found out that my darling had lost dalam jagaan dia/mereka. to be truth, i don't wanna blame her. i don't even blame her. honestly, i can't be mad at her since she's my sister. sumpah, aku tak marah pun. but actually, i can't deny that i'm a bit frustrated since my darling was missing. infact, i do have to admit that it was undeniably true that aku memang terkilan la jugak. tapi nak buat macamana, benda nak hilang. just so you know, yang aku senyap tiba-tiba tu sebab .... i need time nak fikir pasal future questions that need to be answered if my mom found out. and please.... don't make any stupid assumptions ya?! trust me, our kacipship is still on e right track. it's just the fact that i do need time. next time, if we do bump into each other just pretend that this incident didn't even happened at all. just get rid the memory of this. persis madah miss ann "do i made myself clear". let start something new, okay??

kawan-kawan.....keep holding on eh....

You're not alone
Together we stand
I'll be by your side, you know I'll take your hand
When it gets cold
And it feels like the end
There's no place to go
You know I won't give in
No I won't give in

Keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

So far away
I wish you were here
Before it's too late, this could all disappear
Before the doors close
And it comes to an end
With you by my side I will fight and defend
I'll fight and defend
Yeah, yeah

Keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

Hear me when I say, when I say I believe
Nothing's gonna change, nothing's gonna change destiny
Whatever's meant to be will work out perfectly
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

La da da da
La da da da
La da da da da da da da da

Keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

Keep holding on
Keep holding on

There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through 

-L.I.V.E.Y.O.U.R.L.I.F.E.Z.A.F.I.R.A.H-

            actually......how am i gonna live my live fully since there is time when i feel like i'm practically a total maniac!! (tak lah sampai camtu kut?!) basically, i'm still studying in whatsocalled school with my dearest kacips + frienemies . hehehehehe....
         
            KUCAR, lima huruf yang merupakan fav verb for shah student. lagi-lagi time nk exam. hahaha.... once again zafirah jamal akan lucar time nak exam p3 nih... mane tak nye.... schedule kat shah hectic giler. it started off in mid june until now!!!! yup NOW!!! dgn KOTnye, whatsoname larian, SAHUTnye, KESUMAnye and HATEASnye.... during that time time mmg zombie habis aku dalam kelas lagi time HATEAS. ahaha....

so, next wednesday is p3, tak ke sepatutnye aku ni pergi mngadap bio ke, akaun ke, +math ke, tak pun physics\chemistry.... tapi..... i'm still bloody blogging. memang undeniably true, what mak cu said earlier, once you started blogging you just can get enough.... i just can get enough..... ecececehhh

how i wish i could be THTAF since we are very much alike minus that he's a guy. paling kurang pun dapat switch place time exam ni nanti. jap, x jadi2....... lupa lak yg die tgh trial SPM skang. i'm so unready for that...heh...

jadi,by hook or by crook, this is your life that you're going to live in it kan zafirah?! konklusinye.... so live you life  !!

macammanamacammana.....

maaaaaaannn.....

i hate you zafirah jamal!!!! yup definitely!!!!


jap


jap


jap


inhale.....


exhale.....


inhale lagi....

         baru semalam cakap.... mak aii.... izyan khatim+syikin bakri+husna dzeidee+ ez mox, i need you guys to remind me that i'm not gonna stalk him anymore!!! aq failed la wehh kalau izyan khatim x mbebel kat aku supaya x stalk _ _ _ _ _. the big problem is ....... baru td aq TERSTALK die.... ahahhaha....i thought i could control my body and soul from stalking him dgn drastiknye... tp x berjaye... earlier i decided to stop stalking him step per step, one step at a time kan?! yesterday, dah decide kene stop immeadiately.... whatthehell!! hari ni dah fail..... dah lah terstalk picture die  half dress.uuuuuu.... damn, zaf!! inhale.....exhale.... sampai bile........ susah..... susah....

btw,

to my dearest auntacu..... i know you will read this...... what would yo do if you're in my shoes?? ahahahaha....

MMU = full stop

ha.ha.ha.... actually.... how am i gonna put this into words.......

thinking......




still thinking........




okay..... finally after two and  a half year, i decided not to stalk this person for my whole life..... not to mention that it is/was in my resolution for 2011 . mule2 berjaye.....then failed!!!! now, it's like 50% accomplished!! huhhh.... this.... ya...this..... need great determination i guess, massive courage yet extremely "kene kering". if not, once again this mission will be heading to MAJOR FAILURE macam sebelum nih....

i have to admit that "a century ago" i do
adore,
admire,
have a crush,
on him....... but lately..... i haven' t got any response from him meaning that!!! I NEED NOT TO STALK HIM ANYMORE!! haha...

person like me, kinda pathetic s'times..... never/seldomly gets e attention from e ......  do hope that "bliss day" will happen. who knows?! right?!


so, from now on, i, wan nurulzafirah will officially stop stalking _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _



* nak tulis banyak but i'm running out of words maa... this, quite tough i guess....

terawih....terawih....

Kelebihan Solat Sunat Terawih Mengikut Malam

1. Kelebihan Solat Tarawih Malam Pertama Diampuni dosa orang-orang yang beriman sebagaimana keadaannya baru dilahirkan.

2. Kelebihan Solat Tarawih Malam Kedua Diampunkan dosa orang-orang yang beriman yang mengerjakan solat Tarawih, serta dosa-dosa kedua ibubapanya.

3. Kelebihan Solat Tarawih Malam Ketiga Para malaikat di bawah 'Arasy menyeru kepada manusia yang mengerjakan solat Tarawih itu agar meneruskan solatnya pada malam-malam yang lain, semoga Allah akan mengampunkan dosa-dosa mereka.

4. Kelebihan Solat Tarawih Malam Keempat Orang-orang yang mengerjakan solat Tarawih akan memperolehi pahala sebagaimana pahala yang diperolehi oleh orang-orang yang membaca kitab-kitab Taurat, Zabur, Injil dan Al-Quran.

5. Kelebihan Solat Tarawih Malam Kelima Allah SWT akan mengurniakan pahala seumpama pahala orang-orang yang mengerjakan sembahyang di Masjidil Haram, Masjidil Madinah dan Masjidil Aqsa.

6. Kelebihan Solat Tarawih Malam Keenam Allah S.W.T akan mengurniakan kepadanya pahala seumpama pahala malaikat-malaikat yang bertawaf di Baitul Makmur serta setiap batu dan tanah berdoa untuk keampunan orang-orang yang mengerjakan tarawih malam itu.

7. Kelebihan Solat Tarawih Malam Ketujuh Seolah-olah ia dapat bertemu dengan Nabi Musa a.s serta menolong Nabi itu menentang musuhnya Fir’aun dan Hamman.

8. Kelebihan Solat Tarawih Malam Kelapan Allah S.W.T mengurniakan pahala orang yang bersolat tarawih sebagaimana pahala yang dikurniakan kepada Nabi Ibrahim a.s.

9. Kelebihan Solat Tarawih Malam Kesembilan Allah S.W.T akan mengurniakan pahala dan dinaikkan mutu ibadat hamba-Nya seperti Nabi Muhammad s.a.w.

10. Kelebihan Solat Tarawih Malam Kesepuluh Allah SWT mengurniakan kepadanya kebaikan dunia dan akhirat.

11. Kelebihan Solat Tarawih Malam Kesebelas Ia meninggal dunia di dalam keadaan bersih dari dosa seperti baru dilahirkan.

12. Kelebihan Solat Tarawih Malam Keduabelas Ia akan dibangkitkan pada hari kiamat dengan muka yang bercahaya-cahaya.

13. Kelebihan Solat Tarawih Malam Ketigabelas Ia akan datang pada hari kiamat di dalam keadaan aman sentosa dari sebarang kejahatan dan keburukan.

14. Kelebihan Solat Tarawih Malam Keempatbelas Malaikat-malaikat akan datang menyaksikan mereka bersolat Tarawih serta Allah S.W.T. tidak akan menyesatkan mereka.

15. Kelebihan Solat Tarawih Malam Kelimabelas Semua malaikat yang memikul ‘Arasy dan Kursi akan berselawat dan mendoakannya supaya Allah mengampunkannya.

16. Kelebihan Solat Tarawih Malam Keenambelas Allah S.W.T. menuliskan baginya dari kalangan mereka yang terlepas dari api neraka dan dimasukkan ke dalam syurga.

17. Kelebihan Solat Tarawih Malam Ketujuhbelas Allah S.W.T menuliskan baginya pahala pada malam ini sebanyak pahala Nabi-Nabi.

18. Kelebihan Solat Tarawih Malam Kelapanbelas Malaikat akan menyeru: Wahai hamba Allah sesungguhnya Allah telah redha denganmu dan dengan kedua ibu bapamu (yang masih hidup atau yang sudah mati).

19. Kelebihan Solat Tarawih Malam Kesembilanbelas Allah S.W.T akan meninggikan darjatnya di dalam Syurga Firdaus.

20. Kelebihan Solat Tarawih Malam Keduapuluh Allah S.W.T mengurniakan kepadanya pahala sekelian orang yang mati syahid dan orang-orang soleh.

21. Kelebihan Solat Tarawih Malam Keduapuluh satu Allah S.W.T akan membina untuknya sebuah mahligai di dalam syurga yang diperbuat dari cahaya.

22. Kelebihan Solat Tarawih Malam Keduapuluh dua Ia akan datang pada hari kiamat di dalam keadaan aman dari sebarang huru-hara pada hari tersebut.

23. Kelebihan Solat Tarawih Malam Keduapuluh tiga Allah S.W.T akan membina untuknya sebuah bandar di dalam syurga daripada cahaya.

24. Kelebihan Solat Tarawih Malam Keduapuluh empat Allah S.W.T akan membuka peluang untuk dua puluh tahun ibadat bagi orang-orang yang mengerjakan solat Tarawih pada malam tersebut.

25. Kelebihan Solat Tarawih Malam Keduapuluh lima Allah S.W.T akan mengangkat seksa kubur darinya.

26. Kelebihan Solat Tarawih Malam Keduapuluh enam Allah S.W.T akan mengurniakan pahala empat puluh tahun ibadat bagi orang-orang yang mengerjakan solat Tarawih pada malam tersebut.

27. Kelebihan Solat Tarawih Malam Keduapuluh tujuh Allah S.W.T akan mengurniakan kepadanya kemudahan untuk melintasi titian sirat sepantas kilat.

28. Kelebihan Solat Tarawih Malam Keduapuluh lapan Allah S.W.T akan menaikkan kedudukannya seribu darjat di akhirat.

29. Kelebihan Solat Tarawih Malam Keduapuluh sembilan Allah S.W.T akan mengurniakan kepadanya pahala seribu haji yang mabrur.

30. Kelebihan Solat Tarawih Malam Ketigapuluh Allah S.W.T akan memberi penghormatan kepada orang yang bertarawih pada malam terakhir dengan firman-Nya (yang bermaksud): Wahai hambaku!, makanlah segala jenis buah-buahan yang Engkau ingini untuk dimakan di dalam syurga dan mandilah kamu di dalam sungai yang bernama salsabil serta minumlah air dari telaga yang dikurniakan kepada Nabi Muhammad s.a.w. yang bernama Al-Kautsa