Sunday, 14 May 2017

i'm such a hopeless romantic and pathetic person.

omg, i have already warned you zafirah..! and you already know the consequences. but you still continue doing what you do best which is lurking. haaa padan muka sebab now dah terjumpa perkara yang tak sepatutnya kau tahu. lepas tu you get your feelings hurt. hehehe. lol this is not the first time kan. kau ni kan tak pernah serik involve dengan kerja karut ni. it's just that, how many times do i have to fall for the wrong one until i met the right one..? bosan lah kalau macam ni

there's clearly nothing more between us. lol but why am i being so hopeful. sudahlah jadi hopeless romantic zafirah. you live in harsh cruel reality where there's no place for hopeless romantic like you. just move on with your life. 

*plays all by myself*

Friday, 12 May 2017




felt like i was in cloud 9 after our last meeting.

omg zafirah...

please i beg you to get a good grip on yourself. entahlah. this sort of feeling is total nonsense. i never sign up for this but it happened. entahlah. macam mana and bila boleh terjebak. i tried my best to act nonchalant cause it will be sooo embarrassing kalau kantoi! hahahah

tbh i clearly don't have time to deal with this kind of feel. sebabnya ending selalu mengecewakan. lol. but the thing is, nak deny or avoid pun takde function cause it's there. dah banyak kali cuba buat but tak berjaya. gahhhhh, i'm such a hopeless romantic. pleasee lahh i beg you to put aside all this feeling cause it sure will distract you. you need to focus on what's important!

hmmmm, entahlah i don't know how did i manage to fall for him. it comes naturally and effortlessly. sumpah i rasa hopeless gila. nak kata i dapat special treatment ke apa rasanya takpun. but everytime i see him, i felt there's so many things left unsaid. tapi takkan lah i nak confess my feelings. dasyat sangat tu! memang cari pasal lah! mengarutnya. haha.

tapi dari dulu lagi memang karut je semua ni. i will eventually move on. cuma either move on phase tu cepat or lambat je la. hahah. even crush zaman sekolah dulu pun take time nak move on. i bet after all of this end, i can happily continue with my normal life.

sudahlah lah tu zafirah, pergi sambung settlekan kerja


Tuesday, 9 May 2017

Another milestone reached

hello people!!

last few months have been crazy. hahaha. 

i got an amazing news to share in this space!!

guys and girls, 

i've survived viva for my final year research project!!

yesterday was The Day! which is kind of a big deal to me. my past experience with these sorts of things hasn't been very pleasant i tell ya. based on what happened yesterday i'm so relieved that i did quite okay. it's not a really huge success but still i felt like i'm at the top of mount kilimanjaro! lol. 

only God knows how much this means to me. 

there's still a lot of corrections and touch ups that needs to be done. but that's part of the learning process i guess. and i'm totally cool with it. 


what else...

i'm eternally grateful for those who always been there supporting me at my highest high and lowest low. i'm soo blessed to have such an amazing support system. god, i love all of you!!! 

tu je kot.