Saturday, 24 May 2014

a year ago

hello there!!

heeeeeeeeeee. time does flies. as cliche as it may sounds, it is the truth yaww.  a year ago, on the exact same date, aku daftar pasum. happy first anniversary to you zaf!! now i'm a 13/14 pasum alumni.(not a very good one though. heh) apa apa pun, all the best to the 14/15 batch. pasum was one hell of a great journey. just dont loose yourself to all those godaan tho. take care!

 well this is my mhs story, 

that's all

Monday, 19 May 2014


Hope when you take that jump
You don't fear the fall
Hope when the water rises
You build a wall

Hope when the crowd screams out
They're screaming your name
Hope if everybody runs
You choose to stay

Hope that you fall in love
And it hurts so bad
The only way you can know
Is give it all you have

And I hope that you don't suffer
But take the pain
Hope when the moment comes
You'll say...

I, I did it all
I, I did it all
I owned every second
That this world could give
I saw so many places
The things that I did
Yeah, with every broken bone

I swear I lived

song : i lived by one republic

hello there!!

it just happened that one republic does have a decent song that i can relate with my mood right now. ahahhh, the forever awesome ryan tedder.*fangirls.  
okay, back to the topic.

Alhamdulillah. i got my result for my foundation studies in pasum. tbh, it was heck of a result. i cried like frustnonggeng punya tahap. yeppp. i am that pathetic. jeeeeeeeeeeeeee. i kinda knew it all along that it would took heck of an effort to even get paras hidung punya result. tapi nak buat macam mana. the deed was done. you've done your best-est. yet, the result was still unsatisfying. there was a vast improvement if it was compared to the previous semester. tapi, still tak cukup. pffffft. bersyukur ah. 

i kinda have a plan if i do achieve my expectation. but since i failed , entahlaaa. rasa macam jatuh di timpa elevator, layang-layang putus tali, the world cave in etc etc. tapi!! yess, tapi. bak kata John Lennon, everything will be okay in the end.  if it's not okay, it's not the end. you will worked this out zaff. one thing is for sure this whole chapter does has it's own silver lining. you'll discover it. sooner or later. yeahhhhh, go spread the positivity girl!!

apa apa pun, always bear in mind that,
"but perhaps you hate a thing and it is good for you; and perhaps you love a thing that is bad for you. and Allah Knows, while you know not" -Al-Baqarah verse 216

toodles, xx


Thursday, 15 May 2014

a fresh start


fuhhhh fuhhhh. tiup sikit.

entah berapa lama dah tak update blog. tengah buffering lagi sekarang. tak tahu nak start tulis pasal apa. 

alhamdulillah. so far, life's good. by good, i mean, really goooooooooooooood. duduk rumah menghabiskan beras, ternak lemak lemak,baca non-academic books,bangun sesuka hati, tidur sesuka hati. there's no such thing as setting the alarm for the next day. bermalas malasan, melembapkan otak yang dah sedia lembap.(sementara result tak keluar boleh lah kau cakap gitu). okay, enough of this boring crap. like who's really interested in your life zaf!  

my last entry was during mid march if i am not mistaken. masih di KK12, masih di pasum. busy dengan final la katanya. whoaaaaa, not bad. not bad at all. lama laa jugak tak tulis apa apa. well, i did actually write a few drafts(in my head) technically yang tu tak kira memang tak kira laa kan? kadang-kadang idea dah datang, tapi punya laa malas nak type segala jadah ni. at the end of the day i did nothing.then there's this thought of getting a hiatus from this blog-writing thingy. so there you go, no post for the last two months. 

since now i'm an unoccupied person till september, i decided to have a fresh start. involve dengan writing in this blog. again. cause i'm that type of person who likes to keep track of his/her life by writing a blog/journal/whatever. heh, i even kept diary dari zaman darjah empat dulu!  

that's all for this entry. credits to makcu and jacksgap for inspiring me to write again. 
hope to write real soon!!