9 months have passed yet here I am, being stuck in the same place doing the very same thing since January. it was indeed an uneventful year for me. instead of entering into the very next life stage (a.k.a adulting), I've decided to take a gap, slow down and reflect on some things. the thing is that I lost my momentum in trying to search for a job. I overindulged in my so-called long break, spending time at home doing house chores and another bare minimum stuff. initially, I didn't plan on staying unemployed for this long. but I get too carried away and feeling so comfortable living with my parents.
what were you thinking??
how long do you intend on staying like this?
what is wrong with you?
why are you being stuck in life??
for heaven's sake, girl, you're 23! stop being so irresponsible. you cannot stay in your cocoon forever. I understand that you have your doubts in life, you have your uncertainties, but things cannot go on like this. why are you being hesitant when it comes to applying for your job! goodness, you need to do it for yourself. no ones gonna do it for you. In life, things do not come in the silver platter. if you didn't put your effort, you won't be getting any offer!
you have taken too much time figuring out your plan. yet still, fail to come with one solid enough. heck, idk where will I be, what will I do in the next five years?!
and the worst part is when people keep on bombarding you with the same question every time you meet.
I hate being stuck in this period but it's disappointing cause I did nothing to fix it.
