Monday, 31 December 2012




 salam and good evening...

few hours from now, in shaa Allah 2012 will officially end. sobs sobs. 2012 had been a great year for me. personally. as it brought a vast difference to me. school and senior year had officially ended on 28 NOVEMBER 2012. no more school uniform, no more school and hostel rules, no more 'lepaking' in dorm, no more 'DM' etc etc etc. i'll miss it. despite all of that, i will embark in a new journey to experience what life offers. like it or not, life's a risk. take it or leave it. 

i'm 'paradised'

this is the book cover ...

as the NO.1 fan of judith mcnaught, i've read paradise for...... i can't recall for how many times. the chemistry between the two main characters, matthew farrell and meredith bancroft was phenomenal. the truth is, no words could describe the joy of reading PARADISE. you have to discover it by yourself!! by the way, i have to admit the fact that, i've been seduce by this fictional matthew farrell. bahaha....

and these are several quotes from the book.

"You cannot outwit fate by placing little sidebets on the outcome of life. It's either you wade in and play in order to win or you don't play at all." - Matthew Farrell" 
— Judith McNaught (Paradise)

"How do you expect to keep our seeing each other a secret? You've been all over the news here for years. People will recognize you wherever you go."

"I won't be recognized, but you will. You're America's corporate sex symbol; you're the one whose motto is "If it moves, take it to bed."

Matt and Meredith"
— Judith McNaught (Paradise)

"Matt: I know you can cook.
Meredith: What makes you so sure?
Matt: Because less than an hour ago, you set me on fire."
— Judith McNaught (Paradise 

introducing matt bomer
haha, and this is my imaginary matt farrell 

sadly.... he's gay 

Tuesday, 25 December 2012

everything is going to be okay in the end, if it's not okay, it's not the end.

Thursday, 13 December 2012

family outing

salam peeps!!

a fortnight ago, we had this family outing at kuantan. it's fun. spending the past few days with your family. only.

and this is us!!

with the dearest cousins and brothers..

me!!! enjoying my treat!!

and this is muaz

hey ho, bon appetite!!

Friday, 7 December 2012


hey ho....
like it or not, school was finally over. OVER. for the past three months, i haven't made any entry. berhempas pulas nak SPM punya pasal. hasilnya..... tengok la march 2013 nanti. maan...i miss my friends. devastatingly. teramat sangat. tahap dewa dah kut. since i live in chenor, the chances to get to meet them was undeniably difficult. 

well, i have to say that, it's hard to not see each other faces when for the past five years you've been spending time with them, growing up together, eating together, studying together, laughing together, shower-talking together - aww, i miss shower-talking with izyan and syikin. it's hard maaann... it's hard.  

truth be told, the last day that my classmates and i spent at megamall was totally awesome. i wouldn't trade it for anything. haha... lawak lah time main bowling sama-sama. yang paling tak boleh bla when we have to say goodbye and went our seperate ways. at first, i manage to prevent myself from crying. but when it comes to qistina, izyan and etc etc, i cried. memang tak boleh nak tahan langsung. sikit pun tak mampu. they're like the  greatest friend i could ever had.
all in all, the greatest lesson that i learn in my senior year was that, there's a silver lining in each cloud. no matter how hard things could be, you just have to believe that you can overcome it.

from left: izyan, syikin and me

in happier times...