"every cloud has a silver lining"
i don't even know where to start...
there were times when i felt like i made the wrong choice.
but alhamdulillah, eventually it turns out to be the best decision that i've ever made. speaking about that, it's not always rainbows and butterflies pun, ada time macam 'off', rasa macam akward and tak kena je tapi, ada time rasa menyesal sebab buat decision tu. but at the end of the day, i can finally see the silver lining behind all of this.
and rasa macam wow, you've definitely made the right decision back then. have you guys ever felt like your world is crumbling down, tearing apart apa semua? i was in that state for the past two weeks. it's like, you've done your best, but still feeling not good enough. rasa teruk gila... but at the end of the day, there's a silver lining or 'hikmah' behind all of this. i was a shallow minded person back then. when i do certain things or get involved in certain activities i often don't really contemplate about it.
but as the time goes by, i started to see things in different perspectives. perhaps it's part of adult-ing process kut..? ecececeh. and that's how things actually work. i should start embracing all the challenges and problems in a more open manner, avoid overthinking or over assessing those challenges.
at the end of the day, i should put more trust in god's plan and timing because there's always silver lining behind everything.