Friday 14 November 2014

song of the week : WHO YOU ARE


hello there!!

nak bebel sikit ni


honestly saying, i'm struggling with my time management right now. ke laut semuanya. and i don't even know whether i have a 'me time' or not. entahlah wehh. i couldn't understand why certain people even join a project but susah nak commit. hello, kalau tak nak bagi commitment tak payah join weh. senang je sifir dia. nak kata busy, semua orang busy wehhh! semua orang ada assignment, tutorial, presentation etc etc. kau hengat aku kat college kerja berlingkar atas katil je ke?

haihhh. and one of the worst thing that happened to me was that, i've been having countless sleepless night since last week. this mind, my mind to be exact, tak habis habis pikir semua benda. overthink much.  kalau ada on off button senang sikit kut. ahh serabut serabut. fyi, i'm not ms-know-it-all so kadang kadang memang clueless bakhang. so jangan la tanya aku semua benda.

despite the fact that i'm mentally, physically exhausted and homesick as eff  assignment jangan acah acah lupa zaf.

lastly, who you are is the song of the week that i can simply relate  right now, mann, the feels when hearing this song  for the first time. bergenang mata

i stare at my reflection in the mirror;
"why am i doing this to my self?"
losing my mind on a tiny error
i nearly left the real me in the shelf
no, no, no, no...

don't lose who you are in the blur of the stars
seeing is deceiveing, dreaming is believing
it's okay not to be okay
sometimes it's hard to follow your heart
tears don't mean you're losing, everybody's bruising,
just be true to who you are

brushing my hair do i look perfect?
i forgot what to do to fit the mold, yeah!
the more i try the less it's working, yeah
cause everything inside me screams 
no,no,no,no...

don't lose who you are in the blur of the stars
seeing is deceiving, dreaming is believing
it's okay not to be okay
sometimes it's hard to follow your heart
tears don't mean you're losing, everybody's bruising,
there's nothing wrong with who you are

yes, no, egos, fake shows, like whoa!
just go and leave me alone!
real talk, real life, good love, goodnight, 
that's my home, no...
no,no,no,no...

don't lose who you are in the blur of the stars
seeing is deceiving, dreaming is believing
it's okay not to be okay
sometimes it's hard to follow your heart
tears don't mean you're losing, everybody's bruising,
just be true to who you are




Wednesday 5 November 2014

Sabah 2014- Part 2

next, we went to desa cattle in Kundasang. acah acah macam pergi new zealand you olls. 



lalang detected!


ni posing hero malaya beb! 



















                                                                    YOLO!







after desa cattle we went to the famous kinabalu park. the weather was quite rainy and foggy by the time we arrived . but thankfully, the rain and fogginess resided and we could finally see the stunning outlook.  








you can clearly see the difference in this little monkey's expression in the pictures below. apa ni dik oii jalan sikit dah penat!




the death stare... if looks could kill i'd long be gone.


we went to tamparuli after kinabalu park. there, we visited the rumah terbalik and of course the famous jambatan tamparuli
























i left you guys this picture of asang jet jet katang




that's all. 
part 3 is coming soon!!
hopefully.




Saturday 1 November 2014

Sabah 2014-Part 1


hey guys, what up? 

so in this post i would like to share my memories visiting kota kinabalu with you guys. since words can never explain the joy of makan angin with my family, let's see some pictures



muka excited irfan first time naik flight


we had arrived


it was raining on our way to Kundasang


woke up to witness the breathtaking view  of mount kinabalu





the big black ikan kelahs in scary as f. am not gonna dip ma feet in the water cause they gonna suck and bite ya feet till it came off. 
*this is nonsense

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and off to poring hot spring park 





budak kecik main air


iolls canopy walking




Subhanallah, indahnya ciptaan Tuhan...




stunning stunning vista


so this is end of part one, there will be more pictures to come.
till then,
zaf x