current obsession:GoT

i've been caught up with game of throne this past few weeks. seriously maan, the show is fricking awesome!! never felt this way with any previous tv shows. GoT is amazinggggggg!! it has been quite some time since the show was aired on HBO but i wasn't interested in it at first. i got no HBO channel in my home. so leceh laa sikit. and student-life  is time consuming kan? idk why, tapi the feeling that i have to watch this show has been lurking me for the past few months. it's like "kau kena tengok citer ni zaf" i kept chanting this to me self. since now i've got plenty of time, apa lagi...  adventure time in westeros!!

at first i was lost. seriously, they introduced to many characters in one freaking episode. i'm like how-am-i -going-to-recognise-each-and-everyone-of-them. ramai tho!! and i was still contemplating the fact"kenapa ramai orang cakap citer ni best??". macam dokumentari sejarah pung ada!! tapi the show kinda grows into me . serious!! in the first season pun dah macam macam dah jadi. haha. addictive gilos!! there'll be cliffhangers in almost every episode and it got me like this

an episode takes about 50 somethinng-ish minutes and i watched 5 episode per day. marathon habis habisan dari last week. dasyat kut. every season finale show ni memang mind-blowing le. tips for surviving watching GoT, don't  get  yourself attached to any of the characters in the show because at some point they freakin die!!! time tengok season awal awal dulu memang tak tahu nak expect apa dari citer ni . sekali, haaaaa hambik kau!! one of my favourite was chopped.and  i was caught of guard. huhu. banjir besar terus! tapi sekarang ni, i'm neutral. i don't pledge me self to any of the houses, lords and ladies. but sometimes i do wish i could be arya stark for a day. i'm thinking of reading the books tapi macam complicated je. haihhh, we'll see...


that's all, winter is comin

a year ago

salam,

hello there!!

heeeeeeeeeee. time does flies. as cliche as it may sounds, it is the truth yaww.  a year ago, on the exact same date, aku daftar pasum. happy first anniversary to you zaf!! now i'm a 13/14 pasum alumni.(not a very good one though. heh) apa apa pun, all the best to the 14/15 batch. pasum was one hell of a great journey. just dont loose yourself to all those godaan tho. take care!

 well this is my mhs story, 

 Prologue:MHS

that's all

cheers

                                                              

Hope when you take that jump

You don't fear the fall

Hope when the water rises

You build a wall

Hope when the crowd screams out

They're screaming your name

Hope if everybody runs

You choose to stay

Hope that you fall in love

And it hurts so bad

The only way you can know

Is give it all you have

And I hope that you don't suffer

But take the pain

Hope when the moment comes

You'll say...

I, I did it all

I, I did it all

I owned every second

That this world could give

I saw so many places

The things that I did

Yeah, with every broken bone

I swear I lived

song : i lived by one republic

hello there!!

it just happened that one republic does have a decent song that i can relate with my mood right now. ahahhh, the forever awesome ryan tedder.*fangirls.  

okay, back to the topic.

Alhamdulillah. i got my result for my foundation studies in pasum. tbh, it was heck of a result. i cried like frustnonggeng punya tahap. yeppp. i am that pathetic. jeeeeeeeeeeeeee. i kinda knew it all along that it would took heck of an effort to even get paras hidung punya result. tapi nak buat macam mana. the deed was done. you've done your best-est. yet, the result was still unsatisfying. there was a vast improvement if it was compared to the previous semester. tapi, still tak cukup. pffffft. bersyukur ah. 

i kinda have a plan if i do achieve my expectation. but since i failed , entahlaaa. rasa macam jatuh di timpa elevator, layang-layang putus tali, the world cave in etc etc. tapi!! yess, tapi. bak kata John Lennon, everything will be okay in the end.  if it's not okay, it's not the end. you will worked this out zaff. one thing is for sure this whole chapter does has it's own silver lining. you'll discover it. sooner or later. yeahhhhh, go spread the positivity girl!!

apa apa pun, always bear in mind that,

"but perhaps you hate a thing and it is good for you; and perhaps you love a thing that is bad for you. and Allah Knows, while you know not" -Al-Baqarah verse 216

toodles, xx

   

a fresh start

salam,

heeeeeeeeeeeee

fuhhhh fuhhhh. tiup sikit.

entah berapa lama dah tak update blog. tengah buffering lagi sekarang. tak tahu nak start tulis pasal apa. 

alhamdulillah. so far, life's good. by good, i mean, really goooooooooooooood. duduk rumah menghabiskan beras, ternak lemak lemak,baca non-academic books,bangun sesuka hati, tidur sesuka hati. there's no such thing as setting the alarm for the next day. bermalas malasan, melembapkan otak yang dah sedia lembap.(sementara result tak keluar boleh lah kau cakap gitu). okay, enough of this boring crap. like who's really interested in your life zaf!  

my last entry was during mid march if i am not mistaken. masih di KK12, masih di pasum. busy dengan final la katanya. whoaaaaa, not bad. not bad at all. lama laa jugak tak tulis apa apa. well, i did actually write a few drafts(in my head) technically yang tu tak kira memang tak kira laa kan? kadang-kadang idea dah datang, tapi punya laa malas nak type segala jadah ni. at the end of the day i did nothing.then there's this thought of getting a hiatus from this blog-writing thingy. so there you go, no post for the last two months. 

since now i'm an unoccupied person till september, i decided to have a fresh start. involve dengan writing in this blog. again. cause i'm that type of person who likes to keep track of his/her life by writing a blog/journal/whatever. heh, i even kept diary dari zaman darjah empat dulu!  

that's all for this entry. credits to makcu and jacksgap for inspiring me to write again. 

hope to write real soon!!

"ain't it fun, living in the real world"

Matimatik

the horror of the upcoming final examination is haunting me inside out. So many things to do, so little time. haihhhhhhh. syllabus  banyak nak mampus kena cover. and it has been a very long time since i last felt motivated to do anything. except for sleeping laaaa.  bila teringat result midsem haritu, my grades in mathematics is hopeless. and helpless. dari dulu zaman dekat shah sampai sekarang average grade maths memang c je.  and that momentum is maintained until now. what to do maa?? no matter what i do, mathematics will forever be my undoing. serious!! semalam, buat tutorial calculus, soalan 1(a) n (b) okay lagi. masuk the 2nd question, dah blur. bila dapat idea. start intergrate bagai, kira kira, figure yang keluar amatlah ET.  try lagi. but the effort was fruitless. then, entah kenapa, jadi sedih sangat sangat sebab imma feeling extremely dumb. and stupid. and the tears starts streaming. ngeh. baca novel nicholas sparks  pun tak sedih macam ni.

why maths??? whyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!? can we at least be cordial?

and it keeps getting harder when i lost interest in almost every subjects that i'm sitting for the exam. wowowo. tapi nak buat macam mana kan?! mana boleh buat something sampai sekerat jalan kan?! menyedihkan kan sungguh kau ni. half of my heart memang dah idgaf about you maths. tapi bila mengenangkan final, cgpa, upu, my uncertain future... *cries again

takpeeeee... tinggal 4 minggu je lagi nak beromen dengan calculus. sikiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit je lagi. lepas ni, bye bye!!

apa dah jadi?

the next time ,

don't deny on what you do or don't interested in.

sekarang baru nak cakap tak minat bagai. padahal dari dulu memang tak minat. then, you keep on dwelling. apa hal?! siapa suruh gatal gatal masuk pasum! bukan ke kau tahu yang that place is notorious. nak gamble jugak. sekarang tengok apa dah jadiiii...