the horror of the upcoming final examination is haunting me inside out. So many things to do, so little time. haihhhhhhh. syllabus banyak nak mampus kena cover. and it has been a very long time since i last felt motivated to do anything. except for sleeping laaaa. bila teringat result midsem haritu, my grades in mathematics is hopeless. and helpless. dari dulu zaman dekat shah sampai sekarang average grade maths memang c je. and that momentum is maintained until now. what to do maa?? no matter what i do, mathematics will forever be my undoing. serious!! semalam, buat tutorial calculus, soalan 1(a) n (b) okay lagi. masuk the 2nd question, dah blur. bila dapat idea. start intergrate bagai, kira kira, figure yang keluar amatlah ET. try lagi. but the effort was fruitless. then, entah kenapa, jadi sedih sangat sangat sebab imma feeling extremely dumb. and stupid. and the tears starts streaming. ngeh. baca novel nicholas sparks pun tak sedih macam ni.
why maths??? whyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!? can we at least be cordial?
and it keeps getting harder when i lost interest in almost every subjects that i'm sitting for the exam. wowowo. tapi nak buat macam mana kan?! mana boleh buat something sampai sekerat jalan kan?! menyedihkan kan sungguh kau ni. half of my heart memang dah idgaf about you maths. tapi bila mengenangkan final, cgpa, upu, my uncertain future... *cries again
takpeeeee... tinggal 4 minggu je lagi nak beromen dengan calculus. sikiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit je lagi. lepas ni, bye bye!!
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