i know, i'm a shitty friend. i'm not the type of person who make efforts to keep in touch with my friends. i'm at that point where i'm cool of we don't talk for a couple of weeks/months. you wanna chat then okay, we'll have a chat and catch up with each other's life, if you don't wanna do it, then i'm okay. let's just ignore each other. aha kids, this is how best friends turn into strangers. the thing is that i'm just tired of making effort and at the end of the day i felt like my presence is somewhat annoying and unappreciated.
and now, i only want to focus on the positive things in life and let go all the negative vibes/people.