my all time favourite edm dj calvin harris just release a new single today!! wohoooo. i've been a fan of him since his "we found love" days with rihanna. and since then, i've always wish that these two amazing peeps will do a new collab in the near future.
"Baby, this is what you came for... (Lightning strikes every time she moves) And everybody's watching her But she's looking at you, oh, oh... You, oh, oh, you, oh, oh You, oh, oh, you, oh, oh (You, oh, oh, oh, oh)"
we're in the month of august now!! i swear 2015 has gone so effing swiftly. pejam celik dah august! i still got a month left to rot in my beloved haven before the academic semester starts again. damn, awal cuti dulu rasa macam lama sangat cuti, rupanyaaaa hmmmm takde lah lama mana pun.
enough with all that, so there's this song that has been haunting me for the past two weeks. i first heard it in the radio,i think it was in mix fm(kut). i only managed to listen like the last part of it and i was like damn, whose amazing song was that? her voice has the mariah carey + kelly clarkson vibes in it. gigih ya ampun carik the song title sepanjang minggu tapi tak berjaya.
finally, pagi tadi time otw nak pergi beli breakfast dengar dapat lagu ni full kat mixfm. concentrate gila dengar sebab nak guess the song title based on the voice and lyrics. bila search semula kat youtube ghopenyer ni lagu ella henderson titled ghost. task completed babeh!!! akhirnya berjaya pun aku crack the mystery.(hmmmm misteri la sangat...)
go check out this song guys and let me know what you think
I keep going to the river to pray
'Cause I need something that can wash out the pain
And at most
I'm sleeping all these demons away
But your ghost, the ghost of you
It keeps me awake
this song is special cause it reminds me of someone who has a hold over me, keeps on haunting, tormenting over me even when i did try to move on and run away from it, but i just can't(hey, it's not that easy!!).
sorry for the lack of update lately. i'm busy studying for my final exam. thought it would be great to share my current favourite playlist during study week with you amazing people
there's nothing much to update here, been feeling weary and crappy for the past few weeks. it's normal i guess, almaklomlah submission week, test and few other things melambai-lambai. and speaking about asssignment, gosh baru 0.9% buat. pray hard that i'll survived this semester cause i feel like i'm soooooo done already.
here it is, my song of the week someone new by hozier. maaaaan, hozier is such an amazing singer. his voice tho. and yeah I fall in love just a little, oh a little bit every day with someone new.
Don't take this the wrong way,
You knew who I was with every step that I ran to you,
Only blue or black days,
Electing strange perfections in any stranger I choose.
Would things be easier if there was a right way?
Honey, there is no right way.
And so I fall in love just a little, oh a little bit every day with someone new
I fall in love just a little, oh a little bit every day with someone new
I fall in love just a little, oh a little bit every day with someone new
I fall in love just a little, oh a little bit every day with someone new
There's an art to life's distractions,
To somehow escape the burning weight, the art of scraping through,
Some like to imagine,
The dark caress of someone else, I guess any thrill will do
Would things be easier if there was a right way?
Honey, there is no right way.
And so I fall in love just a little, oh a little bit every day with someone new
I fall in love just a little, oh a little bit every day with someone new
I fall in love just a little, oh a little bit every day with someone new
I fall in love just a little, oh a little bit every day with someone new
I wake at the first cringe of morning,
And my heart's already sinned.
How pure, how sweet a love, Aretha, that you would pray for him.
'Cause God knows I fall in love just a little, oh, a little bit every day with someone new
I fall in love just a little, oh a little bit every day with someone new
I fall in love just a little, oh a little bit every day with someone new
I fall in love just a little, oh a little bit every day with someone new
I fall in love just a little, oh a little bit every day with someone new
I fall in love just a little, oh a little bit every day
Love with every stranger, the stranger the better
Love with every stranger, the stranger the better
Love with every stranger, the stranger the better
Love with every stranger, the stranger the better
Love with every stranger, the stranger the better
Love with every stranger, the stranger the better
I fall in love just a little, oh a little bit every day with someone new
*oh yeah, this song has nothing to do with my so called feeling ke apa cause i've been feelingless lately. ye lah kan, i'm a nobody. ada, takde, sama je
*konon nak sambung buat chapter review, tapi sakit kepala. so nak tidur terus. that's all. bye and have a good day!
here it goes, the very first song of the week in march. it's my all time favourite tswift song since i could always relate this to my sad, hopeless, helpless love life.
I used to think one day we'd tell the story of us,
How we met and the sparks flew instantly,
People would say, "They're the lucky ones."
I used to know my place was a spot next to you,
Now I'm searching the room for an empty seat,
'Cause lately I don't even know what page you're on.
Oh, a simple complication,
Miscommunications lead to fall-out.
So many things that I wish you knew,
So many walls that I can't break through.
Now I'm standing alone in a crowded room and we're not speaking,
And I'm dying to know is it killing you like it's killing me, yeah?
I don't know what to say, since the twist of fate when it all broke down,
And the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now.
Next chapter.
How'd we end up this way?
See me nervously pulling at my clothes and trying to look busy,
And you're doing your best to avoid me.
I'm starting to think one day I'll tell the story of us,
How I was losing my mind when I saw you here,
But you held your pride like you should've held me.
Oh, I'm scared to see the ending,
Why are we pretending this is nothing?
I'd tell you I miss you but I don't know how,
I've never heard silence quite this loud.
Now I'm standing alone in a crowded room and we're not speaking,
And I'm dying to know is it killing you like it's killing me, yeah?
I don't know what to say, since the twist of fate when it all broke down,
And the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now.
This is looking like a contest,
Of who can act like they care less,
But I liked it better when you were on my side.
The battle's in your hands now,
But I would lay my armor down
If you said you'd rather love than fight.
So many things that you wished I knew,
But the story of us might be ending soon.
Now I'm standing alone in a crowded room and we're not speaking,
And I'm dying to know is it killing you like it's killing me, yeah?
I don't know what to say, since the twist of fate when it all broke down,
And the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now, now, now.
And we're not speaking,
And I'm dying to know is it killing you like it's killing me, yeah?
I don't know what to say, since the twist of fate 'cause we're going down,
And the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now.
gahd, i'm effing addicted to this song. sam smith never fails to deliver a great song. with that angelic voice. i can not. *swoon though the music video is quite gay-ish we can always shift the perspective right. asal bahagia sudah. "Like I Can"
He could be a sinner, or a gentleman
He could be a preacher when your soul is damned
He could be a lawyer on a witness stand
But he'll never love you like I can, can
He could be a stranger you gave a second glance
He could be a trophy of a one night stand
He could have your humour, but I don't understand
'Cause he'll never love you like I can, can, can
Why are you looking down all the wrong roads?
When mine is the heart and the salt of the soul
There may be lovers who hold out their hands
But they'll never love you like I can, can, can
They'll never love you like I can, can
A chance encounter of circumstance Maybe he's a mantra keeps your mind entranced
He could be the silence in this mayhem, but then again
He'll never love you like I can, can, can
Why are you looking down all the wrong roads?
When mine is the heart and the salt of the soul
There may be lovers who hold out their hands
But they'll never love you like I can, can, can
They'll never love you like I can, can, can
They'll never love you like I can, can, can
We both have demons, that we can't stand
I love your demons, like devils can
If you're self-seeking an honest man
Then stop deceiving,
Lord, please
Why are you looking down all the wrong roads?
When mine is the heart and the salt of the soul
There may be lovers who hold out their hands
But they'll never love you like I can, can, can
They'll never love you like I can, can, can
They'll never love you like I can, can, can
just so you know only two weeks left for my first semester in uni. varsity life has been incredibly hectic especially at the end of semester. there are assignments to be submitted, test, quizzes and presentations. maan, pancit oii nak balance academic and social life. lagi lagi since imma professional procrastinator. memang berjam jam nak siapkan satu assignment yang simple. apaaa ni?!
lately, i've been spending a lot of my writing time listening to the playlists in 8track they got damn nice mixes i tell ya! i discovered this particular mix in ella grace denton playlist and it was love at first hear!
mencurah idea time writing bila dengar kicauan burung
honestly saying, i'm struggling with my time management right now. ke laut semuanya. and i don't even know whether i have a 'me time' or not. entahlah wehh. i couldn't understand why certain people even join a project but susah nak commit. hello, kalau tak nak bagi commitment tak payah join weh. senang je sifir dia. nak kata busy, semua orang busy wehhh! semua orang ada assignment, tutorial, presentation etc etc. kau hengat aku kat college kerja berlingkar atas katil je ke?
haihhh. and one of the worst thing that happened to me was that, i've been having countless sleepless night since last week. this mind, my mind to be exact, tak habis habis pikir semua benda. overthink much. kalau ada on off button senang sikit kut. ahh serabut serabut. fyi, i'm not ms-know-it-all so kadang kadang memang clueless bakhang. so jangan la tanya aku semua benda.
despite the fact that i'm mentally, physically exhausted and homesick as eff assignment jangan acah acah lupa zaf.
lastly, who you are is the song of the week that i can simply relate right now, mann, the feels when hearing this song for the first time. bergenang mata
i stare at my reflection in the mirror;
"why am i doing this to my self?"
losing my mind on a tiny error
i nearly left the real me in the shelf
no, no, no, no...
don't lose who you are in the blur of the stars
seeing is deceiveing, dreaming is believing
it's okay not to be okay
sometimes it's hard to follow your heart
tears don't mean you're losing, everybody's bruising,
just be true to who you are
brushing my hair do i look perfect?
i forgot what to do to fit the mold, yeah!
the more i try the less it's working, yeah
cause everything inside me screams
no,no,no,no...
don't lose who you are in the blur of the stars
seeing is deceiving, dreaming is believing
it's okay not to be okay
sometimes it's hard to follow your heart
tears don't mean you're losing, everybody's bruising,
there's nothing wrong with who you are
yes, no, egos, fake shows, like whoa!
just go and leave me alone!
real talk, real life, good love, goodnight,
that's my home, no...
no,no,no,no...
don't lose who you are in the blur of the stars
seeing is deceiving, dreaming is believing
it's okay not to be okay
sometimes it's hard to follow your heart
tears don't mean you're losing, everybody's bruising,
i'm back!! what's up people! lo and behold, i'm going to share my song of the week in this post. one republic is my all-time favourite band. their song is sooooo inspirational. most of them. yeah. dulu-dulu time dapat result pasum pun, lagu ni memberi sinar sinar harapan tatkala diri ini mengalami break down. ahaha. so here are the lyrics to inspire each and everyone of you. enjoy!!
[Verse 1] Hope when you take that jump You don't fear the fall Hope when the water rises You build a wall
Hope when the crowd screams out They're screaming your name Hope if everybody runs You choose to stay
Hope that you fall in love And it hurts so bad The only way you can know Is give it all you have
And I hope that you don't suffer But take the pain Hope when the moment comes You'll say...
[Chorus] I, I did it all I, I did it all I owned every second That this world could give I saw so many places The things that I did Yeah, with every broken bone I swear I lived [Verse 2] Hope that you spend your days But they all add up And when that sun goes down Hope you raise your cup
I wish that I could witness All your joy and all your pain But until my moment comes I'll say...
[Chorus] I, I did it all I, I did it all I owned every second That this world could give I saw so many places The things that I did Yeah, with every broken bone I swear I lived
[Bridge] Whoa Whoa Whoa Oh Oh Yeah, with every broken bone I swear I lived Yeah, with every broken bone I swear I lived
[Chorus] I, I did it all I, I did it all I owned every second That this world could give I saw so many places The things that I did Yeah, with every broken bone I swear I lived
