I'm questioning the decision that I made back in march. is it really what I want? it is worth it? do I have what it takes to go down this path once again? I've experienced it before. it was traumatic to say the least. but somehow after two years, I decided to pursue on it again. tak serik ke zaf?! Dude I don't know, I barely even start, in fact, I haven't officially registered as a student. but the demanding requirement does freaks me out.
doing masters by research is like on another level. i initially thought that it was not going to be THIS challenging. for a start, writing and developing a proposal itself is so damn challenging. I struggle in arranging my intellectual thoughts properly and clearly. there are new added elements that I'm not familiar with. there are things that i haven't done before, never heard of them till my supervisor mentioned about it.
maannn, will I survived this...
I'm scared...
will i be be able to keep my sanity in tact by the time I completed this research. (if i managed to complete it)
no one knows zaf
i mean I don't think I've made the wrong choice. but maaaan, i've been questioning myself like a lot
lagi after my ex boss called last two weeks. There's a position available in the safety department but the thing is i already give my commitment to other things. and I have to keep my word.
i hope i wont regret this decision.
i hope by the time i finish this research it will all be worth it. the experience would eventually help me become a wiser person.
Bye, I should start revising my proposal
priorities
priorities
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