Why is this happening...

pfffffffffffft

for the past few weeks i've been trying hard to catch up with my writing on few of my previous trip but it is getting so hard for me to put up all those words. i'm out of words. i find it very hard for me to describe the events that had happened. takde idea langsung. nope. nada. oh whyyy is this happening to me?

i really want to share lots of things but i just don't know how to put it properly into words. tulis satu dua ayat then terus jadi draft je. sampai sudah tak siap-siap. ahahah. oh gosh, writing a post should not be this hard! but why... asal takde idea langsung nak tulis. maybe sebab lama sangat dah kut tak menulis sebab sibuk dengan segala hal lain. bila tengah cuti dan ada masa free nak tulis tapi tak dapat nak gunakan dengan sebaik mungkin. adoii. lepas tu bila academic semester dah start, menyesal semula sebab tak guna time cuti untuk update segala jadah ni. yeah, bagi alasan je kan kau zafirah... ahahah

tapi serious la, asal susah sangat eh?? i do have to admit that my so called writing skill ni memang dah berkarat tapi i never thought it will eventually be this bad. haduududu. why why why... adakah ini sebab i am being too ambitious with my style of writing or am i overthinking about the content of this blog? entah lah nak... apa dah jadi niii. cuti sem pun dah nak habis, lepas ni dah busy semula dengan varsity life so i don't know about the direction of this so called blog. i have no plans on quitting this blog or taking a hiatus but i'm have no doubt that these two events will eventually happen without me even realizing it. lol. sedar sedar je dah dua tiga bulan tak update. 

hmmmm

what to do

what to do di doo di doo

*btw, if you guys have any idea or solutions to help me with this situation, please leave a comment below. xx

Hello February!!

HEYYA!

firstly, happy belated new year everyone!! i was so busy with my finals and outbound programme last january hence i didn't manage to write anything in this space. so yeah that's the case. i just got back from the brunei darussalam after spending two weeks there undergoing global discovery programme conducted by universiti brunei darussalam (UBD). it was an eye opening experience for me. i'll tell you more about it later can ah? 

hmm what else...

oh ya, i got three weeks left to have my freedom before new semester kicks in and drowns me again! lols. i still haven't start writing on my last trip to spain and i have no idea when i'm going to start! gosh, i am such a lazy blogger. but don't fret peeps, it will eventually be up on this blog sooner or later. that i promise you.

that's about it i guess.

till then ;)

2015 year in review

hello there!!

since 2015 is going to end in a couple hours from now, i would like to recap events that made 2015 a very exceptional year. let's start

1) conquered Mount Kinabalu in january this year. 

oh God, i never expected that i'd be able to climb up the mighty mountain since i'm the menyorok-dalam-locker-sebab-taknak -pergi-riadah type of girl back then! ahah. but life's is all about getting out of your comfort zone and keep on challenging yourself mentally and physically. so go out there and just freaking do it!! btw, i wrote a lengthy post about this adventure, click here if you haven't read it.

2) finally bought my own freaking camera!! 

i've been planning on buying my own camera since forever! eh takde lah lama sama sangat sampai macam tu. honestly, lama jugak lah plan nak own a camera ni. sejak lepas spm dulu ada kut. huhu three years later, without any freaking knowledge and talent in photography and with some serious injuries to my bank savings account i bought a mirrorless Fujifilm X-M1. this bad boy is named jack fyi. i still didn't manage to fully explore this bad boy but nevermind he'll always be there waiting for me. pffft

3) hop on a train and went to Singapore for a day trip

last april if i'm not mistaken, during my midsemester break, i went to singapore with four other amazing ladies to explore the merlion city. it was a short trip full with lots of activities. more on that in A day in Singapore Part 1 and Part 2 blogpost

4) roadtrip-ing Spain for three weeks with my grand-aunty tok teh and my cousin

i just got back from Spain two weeks ago and i haven't had the proper time to actually sit down and write a decent post about this amazing trip. uni life is drowning me alive!! ahahah. the story goes like this, few months back, my grand aunty tok teh offered me to join her for a roadtrip to spain. i said yes and then this happens! 

there are so many things that i want to share with all of you out there so do keep an eye on this space. i'll try my best to update on this as soon as possible or maybe not?! ya know, i am a slow and lazy writer. pfffft

sooo this is it.

adios 2015, you have been amazing all year round full with sugar, spice and everything nice. and not so nice also. ahahaha. ohhh i almost forgot about this one thing, i'm in my finals week right now until the 11th of january so to all of you lovely souls out there, pray for me por favor .

gracias

see ya in 2016 peeps!

Counting days

oooemmmgeeeee

 in less than 20 days i'll be exploring the streets of Spain in shaa Allah

i'm looking foward for my first eurotrip wohooooo

assignments have to wait, 

i need to take a short break from this hectic semester 

and come back just in time to slay my final exams. 

hopefully.

adios amigos

If you ever want to be in love

i recently discovered james bay musics in youtube a couple of weeks ago and since then i couldn't get the song "if you ever want to be in love" out of my mind. 

ahah, maybe because this song some sort of significance lyrics that i can totally relate to. 

so yeah

Saw you today after so much time

Felt just like it used to be

Talking for hours 'bout a different life

Surrounded us in memories

We were close never close enough

Where are we now?

'Cause if it's torn we can stitch it up

Don't rule it out

Oh no no

I'll come around

If you ever want to be in love

I'm not waiting, but I'm willing if you call me up

If you ever want to be in love

I'll come around

Wanted to ask if we could have been

But my tongue wouldn't break the seal

You always had something effortless

At school you were the biggest deal

Little quirks close and open up

Time is slipping by

I'm always thinking 'bout the two of us

Replay on my mind

Always playing on my mind

I'll come around

If you ever want to be in love

I'm not waiting, but I'm willing if you call me up

If you ever want to be in love

I'll come around

We were, young we were side by side

Don't know when we started losing touch

If you want we could walk around

Maybe that would be enough

Used to talk drinking to the night

I would wake up on the front room floor

All along you'd be in my bed

Make me crazy make me want you more

I'll come around

If you ever want to be in love

I'm not waiting, but I'm willing if you call me up

I'll come around

If you ever want to be in love

I'm not waiting, but I'm willing if you call me up

If you ever want to be in love

I'll come around

STS Interaction Day 2015

hiiiiiii

salam maal hijrah to everyone who's celebrating!!

since today is a public holiday, my friends and i had the chance to conduct some some interaction day activities with the seniors, juniors and lecturers. 

it was a success,kudos to the team. jyeahhh!! so there's nothing much left to say, let's take a look on the pictures below

until then- zafirah xx

1 2 3...

baru week 2 dalam semester and i'm already demotivated. haihhh zafirahh... wake up!! wake up!!!!! there are lots of things that will be happening in the upcoming months! you have to getcha head in the game! lectures,classes, assignments ain't getting any easier. girl, focus please!!  i'll list out few of things that i want to achieve in next few months to help me keep in track with my lyfe. here it goes


1. focus on my studies. NO PROCRASTINATION while doing my assignments, literature review and etc
2. manage my time and money wisely
3. prep for my Spain road trip in late November







adios.