Gunung Senyum

heyya

i'm in my mid semester break right now, so i got to spend a week potato-ing and lazying my ass. this midsem break is sure a bliss cause this semester left me so undone. sheeeeeesh. 

now, forget about my uni life cause i want to share with you guys about one of my activities during my short break. i went to Gunung Senyum yesterday with my aunt and cousin. we (my aunt and i) planned this trip like many many times before but due to some things, our plan got canceled. thankfully, we managed to go there this time. 

Gunung Senyum is 1549 metres mountain located in felda jengka 25 (an oil palm dominated area). the journey took about 45 minutes drive from bandar temerloh. gunung senyum consist of at least 20 caves. we only managed to explore like three or four caves since 1)some of route to the caves are close during that time 2)we go there by ourselves without the guides 

we started off at 9-ish a.m, so here it goes

lo and behold, the smiling mountain

en route to gua silat. from my reading, this cave is said to be the place fro practicing silat( malaysian martial arts).

the stairs are quite steep i tell you, just be extremely careful

this is the gua silat's  entrance

yeah, honestly saying, we were quite dissapointed as the information board was broken. such a bummer.

off we went to the next cave, gua makam tok long. this cave contain the tomb of tok long. it iis believed that tok long was a kind hearted man who married an elven princess. he also cured the villagers back at that time. things gone bad when broken his promise to return to his elven wife. as a result his elven wife left him and he then decided to engage in meditation in the cave till the end of his days.

gua danau impian is located near to gua makam tok long. im not very sure about where the cave got it's name though. 

this cave got badass rocks. maaaaan, at that time i do wish that i have some piece of knowledge in geology, it would be great to know the formation and other kind of stuffs about the rocks. i bet this sort of place would be really cool to geology enthusiast. 

this picture was taken en route to gua makam tok long if i am not mistaken. 

we continued our adventure to explore the rest of the caves. sadly, as i mentioned earlier during that day the entrance to the caves was closed so our journey were cut short. 

this is the connecting bridge. i don't know how to say this properly but to me the condition is very bad and sad. there were big holes in the middle of the wooden bridge and it can lead to accidents if  we're not careful enough. i do hope that the people in charge will took appropriate measures soon. 

sooo, that's all. the total time taken exploring the three caves took almost an hour. it was indeed a very fun and enjoyable adventure. i'll be coming back to explore the rest of the caves later. 

p/s : 

-this is my new bad boy. his name is J. 

-I'll introduce him to you guys later in the upcoming post

-i'll be exploring another new place tomorrow, can't wait to share it with you guys.

hello April!!!

found this so called saying while browsing through the web. thought it would be great to share it with you guys. have a pleasant month ahead and don't forget to live life to the fullest!!

cheers

speak ENGLISH

kiss FRENCH

drive GERMAN

spend ARAB

party CARIBBEAN

-anonymous-

Song of The Week : The Story of Us

 here it goes, the very first song of the week in march. it's my all time favourite tswift song since i could always relate this to my sad, hopeless, helpless love life. 

I used to think one day we'd tell the story of us,

How we met and the sparks flew instantly,

People would say, "They're the lucky ones."

I used to know my place was a spot next to you,

Now I'm searching the room for an empty seat,

'Cause lately I don't even know what page you're on.

Oh, a simple complication,

Miscommunications lead to fall-out.

So many things that I wish you knew,

So many walls that I can't break through.

Now I'm standing alone in a crowded room and we're not speaking,

And I'm dying to know is it killing you like it's killing me, yeah?

I don't know what to say, since the twist of fate when it all broke down,

And the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now.

Next chapter.

How'd we end up this way?

See me nervously pulling at my clothes and trying to look busy,

And you're doing your best to avoid me.

I'm starting to think one day I'll tell the story of us,

How I was losing my mind when I saw you here,

But you held your pride like you should've held me.

Oh, I'm scared to see the ending,

Why are we pretending this is nothing?

I'd tell you I miss you but I don't know how,

I've never heard silence quite this loud.

Now I'm standing alone in a crowded room and we're not speaking,

And I'm dying to know is it killing you like it's killing me, yeah?

I don't know what to say, since the twist of fate when it all broke down,

And the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now.

This is looking like a contest,

Of who can act like they care less,

But I liked it better when you were on my side.

The battle's in your hands now,

But I would lay my armor down

If you said you'd rather love than fight.

So many things that you wished I knew,

But the story of us might be ending soon.

Now I'm standing alone in a crowded room and we're not speaking,

And I'm dying to know is it killing you like it's killing me, yeah?

I don't know what to say, since the twist of fate when it all broke down,

And the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now, now, now.

And we're not speaking,

And I'm dying to know is it killing you like it's killing me, yeah?

I don't know what to say, since the twist of fate 'cause we're going down,

And the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now.

The end.

he's just not that into you

girl, you knew what you're getting yourself into.

i have warned you many many times before. it's not going to be easy. it was never easy. you've been in this situation a few while back. you do know the damage it brings you, why did you let yourself  be fooled with such gesture. when things didn't go according to what you hoped for, you were devastated. again. i can go on and tell myself that i'm okay, i'm not affected with it. but yeah, it's bullshit. a  part of me just died inside upon realizing the cold hard truth. 

moving on is hard, but come hell and high water i'm gonna get through this shit like i did before. i'm gonna get through this. i will try my best to distract myself from thinking about it. maaaan, it does take a hell of an effort. pray hard that you'll survive this zafirah because if not aku pun tak tahu nak buat macam mana. need i remind you that you barely even knew him girl! it was just a few days spent under a certain condition. that's it. nothing more or less. so get a grip on yourself, do not get deluded with any fantasies or what so ever because this is not a cinderella story. you cannot meet prince charming in a forest. ahahahahahhahhaha. 

another thing is, i do feel guilty for my sudden change of attitude towards some people. i never meant for it to happened but hey they've crossed the line. i have had enough. i'm not as plain and innocent as they think i am. so yeah. sorry not sorry  for shutting some of you out my life. 

The Endgame

hello there!!

for the past few weeks i've been living in the dark cloud of nothingness and uncertainty. yeah. i'm soo effin lost. i don't know what to do with my life. i am the type of person who gets easily overwhelmed and underwhelmed by small matters. pastu asyik terkenang nasib diri yang ... entah. i repeatedly ask myself this two questions over and over again in hope to find a way out of this dark cloud. 

"what do you want?"

"what is your endgame?"

*acah macam olivia pope pulak kau. 

after days of having all these deep convos with me self i'm glad to say now i'm in a good condition. i've sorted out my thoughts and manage to come out with a list. here it goes, my delayed 2015 endgame

1. Practice self love. though it might sound a bit selfish, i do believe that in order for us to love others, we must love ourselves first.

2. Establish a better relationship with my family and friends. sometimes i may come out as a very awkward person in front of you people. especially if i haven't seen them for quite some time.  i'll try my best to act accordingly when i met you people. gosh, i do value each and every single one of you you you you you you you you you you and yeah you, at the back!

3. Travel more.
i already made a few plans for the upcoming months. i'll start small. dapat explore dekat dekat pun jadilah.

4. Buy a cheeky camera.
ok. ni sebenarnya hajat sejak dari bangku sekolah lagi. tapi dulu  ingatkan minat ni macam hangat tahi ayam je, jadi lupakan la. but this so called passion ain't going anywhere. i'm eyeing on a few camera models right now. it's time to invest. and we'll see how things go from here. fyi, aku dah siap pikir nickname for my future camera. ahahah

sooooooo, that's all. i leave you with this:

"if you don't stand for something you will fall for everything"

Back to school!

the 2014 SPM result was announced recently. how's your result my lovely juniors? so far so good i hope. kudos to all, tak kisah lah korang dapat berapa a sekali pun sebab you've made it. zaman sekolah korang dah habis!!! yeayyy (?) i'd be lying if i say i didn't miss the school. tempat jatuh lagikan dikenang, inikan pulak tempat usha crush zaman dedulu. ok. that was ridiculous. hehe. 

so during the semester break, my batch held this so called simple get together event at the school.  i didn't plan on going at first, tapi sebab rindu yang agak menggunung kat my schoolmates, aku pun pergi. at first, i was like "omg this is happening" sebab time tu aku pergi sesorang je. my other troops couldn't make it. gabra jugakla time mula mula sampai. but yeah, nama pun jumpa dengan schoolmates kan, they were like your brothers and sisters for the past five years so everything went rather normal. terus je mingle though time sekolah dulu takde lah baik mana pun. it was so so soo great catching up with everyone, the boys makin kacak semuanya and the girls memang drop dead gorgeous. 

pagi tu, ada some sort of bengkel with these PT3 students dekat bangunan LK. mak aih zaman aku dulu takde pun aircond bagai. sekarang.... canggih ek. we were required to guide them in answering form 2 mathematical questions. lol. gelabah jugak la aku sebab well, maths is my undoing. dulu kini dan selamanya. even dulu time form 2 pun fail je. ahahaha. risau gak nak ajar anak orang sebab takut terbagi ajaran sesat. so so glad that everything went quite okay.

tengahari after lunch, kitorang melepak kat aspuri. aku masuk aspuri after orang azan zohor. sekarang the rules require everyone to solat berjemaah lima waktu kat musolla. and yeah, the excos and baiah ganas ahh jugak panggil orang turun solat dengan tekan loceng bagai. fierce bakhang i tell ya!! maaaaaan, that loceng is soooo damn loud and annoying. entah macam mana aku dulu hidup lima tahun dengan benda alah tu. terkujat jantung time mula mula dengar. almaklomlaa dah nak masuk tiga tahun tinggalkan strict sbp hostel life. while waiting for the next activity to start, aku and 4 5 orang lagi ni pusing bandar pekan. yeah, 5 tahun outing kat situuuuu. 

this is the pekan riverfront. there's nothing much here. tapi best la jugak kut nak melepak, minum cendol sebab kat sini angin dia memang sepoi sepoi bahasa. lepas tu kitorang pusing bandar pekan. well, tbh agak lifeless and hambar outing kat situ tapi dedulu boleh tahan syok jugak kan kau soping zaf.

ni kat taman katak. idk the origin of this name. but according to the seniors, kalau tengok dari atas taman ni bentuk dia macam katak. iya lah sangat. btw can you guys spot the small mural kat sebelah kanan tu?? well i freaking painted it with my classmate time lepas habis PMR. omg, after all these years ada lagi hasil karya akuuuuu. fyi, kelas dulu aku kat tingkat atas tu. 

 maaann, i effing miss this place!!

petang tu we had a netball friendly game with the form 5. and yeah of course la the juniors ni lagi fit. ahaha. just so you know, aku jadi penyokong tegar je kat tepi padang cause that's what i do best dari dulu sampai sekarang. dah lah tak reti main, pastu senak perut gelakkan the rest yang tengah main bagai nak gila. heheh

this is yana (the one in the purple shirt) . we lived in the same dorm for three years!! even patah kaki sekali pun, gigih akak ni datang. 

post match group photo!!

manager berjaya team eximius, nabila huda chuolls..

that night, we had a dinner with the boys kat luar. and aku kena balik awal soooo tak dapat lah nak join dem guys bergambar kat bas legend ni. It was great spending time with these people, satu hari gelak mengenangkan zaman sekolah dulu. How each and everyone of us being despicable. Pastu dulu kalau time KOT(kejohanan olahraga tahunan) semangat rumah yang bukan main lagi kau. Plan strategi macam nak pergi battlefield. Function junior yang tak contribute points bagai padahal kitorang pun 2×5. Ahahaha. But sadly, all good things must come to an end kan? Enjoy your days in school kids. You'll terribly miss it.

rarandom

hey there we're in the month of march now. how time flies.




there's nothing much to update here but i'm still going to proceed. for a start i am currently in my second semester. varsity life has been okay. idk what has got into me but lately i'm not in the mood to do anything. need to find my muse asap or else i'll be doomed.




ohoiiii mambang produktif, ke mari lah kamuuuuu!!