Saturday, 17 September 2011

last friday noon....

maaaannnnn, how i ever start this. it's hilarious okay minus the fact that both of us ( moi n husna dzeeide) bersengalan in ecm. mule-mule, things do ga according to plan after watching the smurfs. solat then nak jalan2 jap. my ticket to temerloh pukul 5.00pm. so pergilah mereka berdua ke TBS. pathetically, they were charmed myy the promoter and spent RM _ _ _( highly confidential ) since there might be a huge possibility that mak cu will read this. hehhe... sedar2 dah pukul 5 time dlm ecm lagi... then i, zafirah jamal, jadi sprinter la nak catch up bus.  the hell to e weirdo who's staring akwardly towards me. fuhhhh..... nasib tak kene tinggal. back to e body shop part, i was








close in buying e perfume. lucky me, aku beringat time tuh.

it is worth it??

okay, i've been stalking him. but is it worth it?? part of me think it's worthy but part of me doesn't. from my previous act of stalking people, i get nothing except from feeling like fool in the end of e day. but still, i couldn't help it. nak biar ke?? idk, but this is bullshit maan....

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remember e last time i said bout e changes? well then, lately, after obtaining extremely awfull marks in p3, sumpah i was dumbstruck. for me, i suppose, zafirah jamal like never get that kind of result. in this case, i assume this wasn't her who made fool of herself. la di lalala..... i'm taking it seriously in dis final exam. wether i can cope it or not, we'll see.....

Friday, 9 September 2011

what if......


ok, so this starts with what if.......

what if.......



what if.......

what if she put more concern on her study.....
what if she be a more independent person
what if she met a thoughtful lad and then she realises that he's son of a bitch
what if she ran out of school and then `end up sailing to the worlds end
what if she sleeps like sleeping beauty
what if she change herself to become a brat
what if she betrayed on of her most good friends
what if she went to a deserted island later on end up being a cannibal
what if she just stab the heart of a person who she once adored ( i would like to do that) and then he would be dead
what if become a baker....

* i can't go on posting since syikin bakri annoyed me.... 
* plus, did i sound like a psychopath???!!




message in a bottle.....

well.... salam then readers.....

on my trip to berbuka at rumah ayah mat a fortnight ago (if i'm not mistaken).... maaaan.... this novel memang like sweet to the core kut. i never read novel such as it. just so you know, i started reading yesterday... and i almost accomplished reading it by today. to be truth, it's quite astonishing, i do already knew that this nicholas sparks's novel will by somehow or somewhat touched me. hahaha.... if only...... i had this kind of relationship.... i swear i'll fly to e moon. heh.... this is to good to be truth i suppose. btw, i've been addicted to it. from the moment i literally opened the first page. gawd, NS is one good writer, though husna dzeeide said that his novel were quite boring, but that's her view, who cares??

Sunday, 4 September 2011

babbling.....

salam,

long time no post. what to say ya?? dunnow....dunnow.... it was kinda pathetic actually for me this raya since unexpected things do happen. decreasing amount of duit raya did make me stressed out for a bit actually. bukan ke makin besar makin banyak?? entahla..... talking about the unexpected things, my house was being ambush by our relatives during the second day of raya!! hitting of at 11 am. at first things did go undercontrolled. but then!!!! lepas one troop, one troop ....troop ni tak balik lagi......troop lain dah datang. i mean like what the fish!! if you ever wondered....one troop includes 3-5 cars. just so you know, one car can carry bout to 4 to 7/8 peeps. haha.... just multiply them. having like 20-40 guests at your house for non-stop is h*** for me. me taking the responsibilities for being the "orang dapur" memang like non-stop washing plates, top-up ing cookies etc etc. mule-mule reda la.... tapi kalau dah sampai lepas asar pun gitu lagi. i swear i collapse!! eventually, i sort of collapse kat blakang katil umi. just as the moon rises.... nak lepak2..... ade dekat 20 peeps lagi came to our house. i was crying like hell lah time tu. I WAS EXHAUSTED!!! COULD SOMEONE UNDERSTOOD??????? i did fell sorry for the guest but, tau la raya, tapi nak datang gak. my eyes was puffy from crying earlier.... when engku panggil salam2...they asked like 'nape?? demam ke??' me: senyap lagi bagus!!! let it be like that....