Closing 'that' chapter.

should i...

or

shouldn't i...

write about this...

omg... this is tough i tell ya 

but since this chapter have been a part of me for quite a while, i will be writing this post.

let's just make it as vague as possible shall we cause it's kinda personal but nonetheless i still wanna write about this chapter on the blog. 

ahah

soo my long time crush finally got married this week. i couldn't be any more happier for him and his partner. truly. both of them look so fine on their wedding day. 

but tbh, i was kinda shocked though i've been telling myself for years that this day is bound to happen, so you better be prepared girl! 

yup. i cannot deny the fact that i was shocked but hey i've been over this crush for quite a while now. bertahun lah dah honestly. but yeah seeing him with his wife is kinda weird (in a good way) cause i used to know a different version of him. 

all is good now i guess. 

finally, i can close and move on from this chapter.

the end. 

Keep your head up

hello friend

how's your day??

all is good i hope :)

i've been intending to write this post for a couple of days now.

sooo let's get started

this past few weeks have been very tough for me.

i'm struggling to get a grip on my life where it comes to the point that i felt dying inside. betul... everything looks so grey and gloomy. heh. tapi memang pun sebab lately cuaca memang grey and gloomy. okay back to the topic please.

i'm so stressed out and depressed with my current condition. and this thing is damaging to my level of productivity and whatnot. My own responsibility suddenly becomes a burden without me even noticing it . pffffft. betul. i never realized that my attitude towards life was that bad until someone pinpoint it. lol. memang butthurt gila but hey that's the truth. 

after spending some time contemplating about my attitude towards life in general, i was like 'you need to do some changes zafirah'. i need to embrace the so called challenge or situation in a more wholly way so that i can be more resilient. yup. that's the case

so keep your head up princess

your tiara is falling 

hahah

not-so-random ramblings

hey ya

uni life is draining me physically and emotionally lately. this semester is one hell of a roller coaster ride i tell ya. at one point, i think that i got what it takes to tackle and manage the situation. but then, new issues keep on challenging and surprising me. at first i do try to embrace the challenge wholeheartedly but right now i've come to the point where i feel extremely drained and exhausted. i have zero motivation to endure the next couple of weeks in this semester. oh myyy, zafirah... ada banyak lagi benda that need your attention. for a start, you need to prepare the proposal for your final year project and do the proposal-defence thing. itu belum kira the usual things like test and presentations. 

i'm not thinking about quitting ke apa, it's just that sometimes life can be overwhelming. okay tbh tu je yang iolls nak cakap

byee